Driving phobia

Just on the second day I got home, mum got me to drive @_@
(I just dont really like the idea of driving around in KL...so I get a bit stressed up thinking that I need to drive to get chores done and all...so much so that I sometimes think that it could be a phobia that I am developing?)
...and it doesn't help that I am driving my sis's MyVi now that she's away for 2 weeks for training in the UK ..it's sort of her new car (a few month's old)...
so I am a bit worried thinking that I might get it scratched if I am not careful enough
...plus MyVi is slightly larger in dimension that my previous SLK (no, don't be mistaken, it's Small Little Kelisa;PP)...my father is having my old car now in Ipoh...so I must get used to this slightly larger car >.<
(I really wish to be driving the smallest car ever...how I admire those one-seater I saw in Europe...so small and cute and totally perfect for someone like me who could never park properly and have space-judging problem on the road;PPP) anyway..let me dream on...BMW one-seater...;PPP
...and mum got totally freaked out after the first ride with me ;PPP
(so then she decided that she can't take anymore suspension and that we take a taxi to the other place we were supposed to go, which is also slightly further)
..well, actually I didn't think that my skills deteriorated that much...mum's exaggerrating I think;PPP wahahaha, although I did forgot some basics:what-to-do the moment I got into the driver's seat (my excuse: MyVi is after all different...okie, very very slightly different from Kelisa;P)
...and then when I got onto the road (still within the housing area), I was driving so slow that I think those car behind me can't really stand me, they drove so near me (which I totally dislike) and then overtake me (I didn't even bother to look at the driver, for all I know I will get some expressions of 'no wonder, it's a @#$%X lady driving!' that kind of expression...
more excuse: I havent been driving for like 2 years...so things got a bit rusty :PP
and now I am dreading those moments when I have to drive into the heart of KL during peak hours...when u get even an angelic malaysian turning into a demon...and then you just get stuck where you are, seeing all cars coming from all directions as if they are trying to cram you....*cold sweat*
so yeah, I'd better really pick up my skills again...fast...
and probably also turn myself into a demon on the road...fast!!;PPP wahahahahaha...