好难受...我‘害’我朋友那个case又变得越来越严重。。。
她的教授已经不肯帮她改论文了。。。
不过这是哪位教授应该做的，最低限度他们是已经收到或者会收到钱的。。。
。。。不过好像‘公司分明’这回事真的很难的。。。更何况那位是女教授。。。
真得很想跟她丢换位子。。。害她承受这样的压力和不公平的对待我真的太难受了
人真得那么难接受批评吗？
Friday 30 November 2007
Ice Fantasy in Bruges/Brugge
spoke to mum today, among the few things, mum asked: 你知唔知道你比利时过边有个地方叫XXX （bruges的中文名）有个乜雪乜冰...童话世界啊?我系报纸道睇到架 （我：吓？唔知wor...乜黎架？）...妈妈：有好多好靓ger冰雕塑睇ger wor...你有时间去睇下啦 （呵呵，妈妈知道我喜欢d童话世界d野，所以觉得我应该会中意;P）
...于是就在网上查了一查。。。呵呵，原来系个snow/ice sculpture exhibition 黎0既...果然睇到d相好靓啊！
...于是就在网上查了一查。。。呵呵，原来系个snow/ice sculpture exhibition 黎0既...果然睇到d相好靓啊！
搞到我现在就想去了哈哈。。。不过好彩到一月种种有得睇。。。所以应该会等到果阵，交了thesis先去完啦。。;P 除非Tammy圣诞节黎果阵大家一齐会睇就更加好啦，呵呵！諗到都开心！
先放几张网上揾到0既相。。。等我去完番黎再放d我自己影0既，哈哈...
a chinese dragon (hm..interesting:P; behind is the famous La Sagrada Familia Cathedral - Barcelona Spain)
Unicorn...my fantasy flying wild:P
My craze: horse...!;P
Another favourite: Dolphins...;-)
Entrance to the palace with the letter 'b' for Bruges (French term) / Brugge (Dutch)
Tuesday 27 November 2007
如果没有了妈妈。。。
不好意思我这个是一个很touchwood的话题。。。不过也真的让我想了一下。。。
其实为什么突然会想到这个，就是因为我在youtube看了一小段‘飞短流长父子兵’- 就是范天朗/天明的妈妈离开他们和他们爸爸的那段 （我想这段是整个剧里面最伤心的）。。。其中一段天朗（郑嘉颖）跟（还没能接收妈妈离去了的事实）的弟弟天明（黄嘉乐）说 （大概）。。。“妈妈不在了，照顾爸爸就靠我们了”。。。
这句让我停下来想了一想。。。如果（touchwood）发生在我身上。。。我会怎么办？说真得我自己真得没有答案 （也一直跟自己说不能发生在我身上！）。。。因为我会觉得什么都没了。。。自己也不想活了，没了妈妈真得什么都没意思了，自己的成绩再好也没意思了。。。没了妈妈就好像没了我的精神上的支持之柱。。。自己很多事情都会找妈妈谈（也可以说是无所不聊的）。。。妈妈也可能是最有耐心听我说话的人了（虽然有时候她对我说的废话都没什么兴趣）。。。一旦发生什么令自己不开心的事第一时间就是想到妈妈。。。因为只有妈妈能开解我。。。我也对妈妈的意见最有信心，她说的我一般都会觉得是很好的。。。虽然妈妈读书不多不过她是个很有智慧的人，她也不断的看报纸电视什么的提高自己的知识。。。所以很多时候我什么是遇到矛盾都会参考她。。。反正妈妈就好像我的指导和心理医生了。。。
。。。所以呢，一家人在一起是那么的重要。。。
。。。哎，天啊！我为什么晚上就是这样的呢？都想这样的事情。。。
。。。还是回去做点正经的东西了。。。
其实为什么突然会想到这个，就是因为我在youtube看了一小段‘飞短流长父子兵’- 就是范天朗/天明的妈妈离开他们和他们爸爸的那段 （我想这段是整个剧里面最伤心的）。。。其中一段天朗（郑嘉颖）跟（还没能接收妈妈离去了的事实）的弟弟天明（黄嘉乐）说 （大概）。。。“妈妈不在了，照顾爸爸就靠我们了”。。。
这句让我停下来想了一想。。。如果（touchwood）发生在我身上。。。我会怎么办？说真得我自己真得没有答案 （也一直跟自己说不能发生在我身上！）。。。因为我会觉得什么都没了。。。自己也不想活了，没了妈妈真得什么都没意思了，自己的成绩再好也没意思了。。。没了妈妈就好像没了我的精神上的支持之柱。。。自己很多事情都会找妈妈谈（也可以说是无所不聊的）。。。妈妈也可能是最有耐心听我说话的人了（虽然有时候她对我说的废话都没什么兴趣）。。。一旦发生什么令自己不开心的事第一时间就是想到妈妈。。。因为只有妈妈能开解我。。。我也对妈妈的意见最有信心，她说的我一般都会觉得是很好的。。。虽然妈妈读书不多不过她是个很有智慧的人，她也不断的看报纸电视什么的提高自己的知识。。。所以很多时候我什么是遇到矛盾都会参考她。。。反正妈妈就好像我的指导和心理医生了。。。
。。。所以呢，一家人在一起是那么的重要。。。
。。。哎，天啊！我为什么晚上就是这样的呢？都想这样的事情。。。
。。。还是回去做点正经的东西了。。。
Video clips of Stephen Wong Ka Lok
just found out that TVB.COM has some video clips of Ka Lok (K-100, and some filming clips)
http://jade.tvb.com/artiste/wong_ka_lok/
if you dont read chinese, there are four video links at the right hand side upper box (where there's the option 56 or 300kbps modem speed)...just click and wait a while for it to buffer, the video appears in the box with ka lok's photo
however i could only play two of them, not the other two wind-surfing clips...(aw~~;P)
anyway...enjoy;-)
http://jade.tvb.com/artiste/wong_ka_lok/
if you dont read chinese, there are four video links at the right hand side upper box (where there's the option 56 or 300kbps modem speed)...just click and wait a while for it to buffer, the video appears in the box with ka lok's photo
however i could only play two of them, not the other two wind-surfing clips...(aw~~;P)
anyway...enjoy;-)
Monday 26 November 2007
...my heart felt gratitude...
...the catastrophe due to my carelessness that I realized only last week has somehow or rather will be taken care of...thank you so much to the team from Gent for their actions and support, they are the best in my heart...i was so 激动 and depressed the other day i almost thought i would resign from this position after solving the matter...however i guess that is mere escapism...yes, indeed, pisces are sometimes escapists...well, I shall prove myself wrong and carry on...shouldnt give up so easily with such 'small' matter other people might perceive...(it felt like huge disaster to me though)
...my heart felt gratitude to the coordinators' team in Gent for their support and to students who believe in me to be their representative...I will continue to serve your interest, in the most humble way...and please, please correct me when you see me going the wrong way...tell me, or even scold me, if you like...
...my heart felt gratitude to the coordinators' team in Gent for their support and to students who believe in me to be their representative...I will continue to serve your interest, in the most humble way...and please, please correct me when you see me going the wrong way...tell me, or even scold me, if you like...
Friday 23 November 2007
The dishonest Turkish man and discrimination...种族歧视！
I've always been buying fruits especially apples, as well as tomatoes from the turkish shop...they are way cheaper than the supermarket and are more or less similar in quality...however i really dislike the shopowner, a Turkish man, because he is always trying to cheat on me, always trying to charge a higher price when i pay, and i always have to ask him to re-calculate, i wonder how much he has cheated of my money initially before i started paying attention to the price he pressed on the cashier machine...i seriously prefer his wife who is more honest...
...dislike the fact that someone tries to cheat or take advantage of you because you are not able to argue or fight back as you dont know the language...(i only know a few words of Dutch, which is luckily sufficient in this case, but certainly not Turkish...)...the same thing happened in one of the supermarkets...the little ALDI here in Rabot where they always have the old price on the food items, and when you pay you realised then new price is higher...you try to tell them, and they ignore you and tell you to go off...i really think this is some sort discrimination...they discriminate because they think we (Asian/Chinese) are poor and cannot afford higher-priced items, and we that count every single cents...ok, fine, true to a certain extent...but does that entitle them to 'bully' us in such a way? in this case, the price displayed on the board is the price that customers are entitled to, not updating is the staffs problem?!)
...and another example of discrimination is that as a friend mentioned...(I never really realized until she mentioned...and indeed yes, it is like that many times)...whenever we go up the tram/bus, the driver would keep an eye on us and make sure we validate our tickets...and no one really prefer sitting with us Asians, sometimes even if it is crowded they'd rather stand...it makes you think that you probably have some contagious disease or something...and once, I being so blur, didnt even realize until this friend of mine alerted me, we were on the train, and a French lady sat diagonally opposite us, with her doggie, and I without much thinking touched the dog, and then my friend suddenly asked me to stop doing that and when I looked up, the French lady gave me an expression that probably meant: 'dont you dare touch my dog, you low status foreigners/Asians'...
...but these are still not as scary as some encounters i had, sometimes alone, sometimes with one/a few frens...where we were verbally harassed...phrases like ' you XXXXing asians...blah blah blah..'..during those moments you dont normally get angry because you are too afraid, wanting to escape as quick as possible...
...and because I look typically chinese/japanese/koreans, sometimes i get people following near behind my back and saying chinese phrases like '你好吗？' etc...i had two encounters where some young lads tagged really near behind me and keep repeating names of Japanese brands...and even children sometimes shouted words which I dont understand (Turkish)...once me and my friend from Kenya were walking to school (he's a big tall guy) and I think those children threw a stone or something at us, though my friend said it is probably accident (he is a super kind man)...all these are done by Turkish...Belgians (Flemish) never really do these kind of things...
...however, certainly there are also many nice experiences, despite those episodes of discrimination/harassment...for example, while visiting the Gravesteen (a castle near us in Gent) with my friend (also Malaysian Chinese), a French man initiated a conversation with us and praised us (lols:P)...and also as I am a super blur person and never possess proper direction sense, sometimes i walk around with my map looking very very lost, turning my map 360 degrees figuring out my direction, and some kind belgians would offer assistance...also had some nice experience when people would help us drag our heavy luggages down the train when we were travelling...and when we offer seats to some old people, they would thank us profusely... I hope that our little act of kindness sometimes would help change perception of Westerners towards us Asian/Chinese...and those with selfish act in mind, who avoid from doing anything that would endanger our reputation, as we are already bad in their eyes, well to some of them at least...
...dislike the fact that someone tries to cheat or take advantage of you because you are not able to argue or fight back as you dont know the language...(i only know a few words of Dutch, which is luckily sufficient in this case, but certainly not Turkish...)...the same thing happened in one of the supermarkets...the little ALDI here in Rabot where they always have the old price on the food items, and when you pay you realised then new price is higher...you try to tell them, and they ignore you and tell you to go off...i really think this is some sort discrimination...they discriminate because they think we (Asian/Chinese) are poor and cannot afford higher-priced items, and we that count every single cents...ok, fine, true to a certain extent...but does that entitle them to 'bully' us in such a way? in this case, the price displayed on the board is the price that customers are entitled to, not updating is the staffs problem?!)
...and another example of discrimination is that as a friend mentioned...(I never really realized until she mentioned...and indeed yes, it is like that many times)...whenever we go up the tram/bus, the driver would keep an eye on us and make sure we validate our tickets...and no one really prefer sitting with us Asians, sometimes even if it is crowded they'd rather stand...it makes you think that you probably have some contagious disease or something...and once, I being so blur, didnt even realize until this friend of mine alerted me, we were on the train, and a French lady sat diagonally opposite us, with her doggie, and I without much thinking touched the dog, and then my friend suddenly asked me to stop doing that and when I looked up, the French lady gave me an expression that probably meant: 'dont you dare touch my dog, you low status foreigners/Asians'...
...but these are still not as scary as some encounters i had, sometimes alone, sometimes with one/a few frens...where we were verbally harassed...phrases like ' you XXXXing asians...blah blah blah..'..during those moments you dont normally get angry because you are too afraid, wanting to escape as quick as possible...
...and because I look typically chinese/japanese/koreans, sometimes i get people following near behind my back and saying chinese phrases like '你好吗？' etc...i had two encounters where some young lads tagged really near behind me and keep repeating names of Japanese brands...and even children sometimes shouted words which I dont understand (Turkish)...once me and my friend from Kenya were walking to school (he's a big tall guy) and I think those children threw a stone or something at us, though my friend said it is probably accident (he is a super kind man)...all these are done by Turkish...Belgians (Flemish) never really do these kind of things...
...however, certainly there are also many nice experiences, despite those episodes of discrimination/harassment...for example, while visiting the Gravesteen (a castle near us in Gent) with my friend (also Malaysian Chinese), a French man initiated a conversation with us and praised us (lols:P)...and also as I am a super blur person and never possess proper direction sense, sometimes i walk around with my map looking very very lost, turning my map 360 degrees figuring out my direction, and some kind belgians would offer assistance...also had some nice experience when people would help us drag our heavy luggages down the train when we were travelling...and when we offer seats to some old people, they would thank us profusely... I hope that our little act of kindness sometimes would help change perception of Westerners towards us Asian/Chinese...and those with selfish act in mind, who avoid from doing anything that would endanger our reputation, as we are already bad in their eyes, well to some of them at least...
roller coaster ride of emotions
past few days have been a roller coaster ride for me emotionally...feels as if so much things happened when it's actually just a few incidents...but all in all...my luck in people relationship plunged down to zero i think...sigh...hopefully things improve soon...so miserable...
Thursday 22 November 2007
My sincere apology to a friend
I feel absolutely horrible now...I dont know what I could do to undo the mess at the moment but I sincerely apologize! I'm really very very very sorry...I know that my apologies are probably meaningless now, please scold me as much as you like if it makes you feel better, if I could I want to switch position with you now, so that they put all the blames on me...I really hope this matter would not affect your final grades, by right it shouldn't but I know there is no guarantee as humans have feelings...if only I could have been a bit smarter then I would have avoided this mess, or they would have come after me and not you...I dont know what else I could say..so sorry I know I'm making life too miserable for you, on top of the misery you experienced, and I'm probably spoiling your christmas...I'm truly sorry for my carelessness...I will try to lay things straight and consult you before I act...I'd be happy if you accept my apology but you really dont have to if you dont feel like it...sorry...
I created a huge huge huge trouble...a catastrophe! I wanna cry!!!
我闯了一个好大好大好大的祸！！！！！！
最恐怖的就是不是我自己受害而是我的朋友！
好想哭！！！！！！
好想找妈妈或者我的好姐妹们谈！
不过现在大家都睡了！>.<
好想快点明天！去见教授给他解释，看他有什么解决最好的意见！
天啊！为什么会这样的？！如果我的report不放其他人的名字就好了！
为什么我怎么笨？！太不小心了！天啊！好难受！不懂怎么形容！
对不起全部人！最对不起我这位因为我而受害的朋友！ 对不起！！
大家都选错了我！ ！
我为什么怎么天真，为什么那些所谓的非常优秀大学生也可以怎么恐怖的？！歪曲事实，乱作, 加盐加醋！！！
我今晚怎么睡啊？！快点明天啊！
天啊！救救我！我为什么怎么笨？！！
最恐怖的就是不是我自己受害而是我的朋友！
好想哭！！！！！！
好想找妈妈或者我的好姐妹们谈！
不过现在大家都睡了！>.<
好想快点明天！去见教授给他解释，看他有什么解决最好的意见！
天啊！为什么会这样的？！如果我的report不放其他人的名字就好了！
为什么我怎么笨？！太不小心了！天啊！好难受！不懂怎么形容！
对不起全部人！最对不起我这位因为我而受害的朋友！ 对不起！！
大家都选错了我！ ！
我为什么怎么天真，为什么那些所谓的非常优秀大学生也可以怎么恐怖的？！歪曲事实，乱作, 加盐加醋！！！
我今晚怎么睡啊？！快点明天啊！
天啊！救救我！我为什么怎么笨？！！
Wednesday 21 November 2007
people, this is Stephen Wong Ka Lok lor...;P
people...let me put some pics here so that you know who's Wong Ka Lok la...;PP
...one of the most recent shows - Steps
The Brink of Law
Love Bond (Lynette, this is the show u gave me la;P)
...hmmm, hope these pictures give some ideas?
...one of the most recent shows - Steps
The Land of Wealth
The Brink of Law
My Sassy Mother-In-Law
Love Bond (Lynette, this is the show u gave me la;P)
...hmmm, hope these pictures give some ideas?
pictures obtained from 嘉樂.com 討論區 and 百度黃嘉樂吧
Tuesday 20 November 2007
Thank you Ms Lee!
刚刚被这间屋的垃圾‘激’趁。。。又想起那些housemates的‘不关我的事哪种态度’...
不过然后坐在电脑前面，突然Ms. Lee msn 我。。。带来一个'好消息'。。这就让我开心起来了。。嘻嘻，突然又觉得世界好美好！（娃哈哈，我常常都发这种神经;PP）...其实不只因为她为我带来的那个‘好消息’。。。而是她的关心。。。Ms. Lee 是我在还没来读书之前，最后一份工作的同事/senior...在公司里面我能当她的junior我觉得是我的荣辛也是我的好云;-) 无论以前工作时还是现在，大家已经不是直接的同事了（大概两年了她离开了哪家公司），她都非常照顾我。。。以前她知道我薪水很低而同时家里负担又很大，她就帮我跟老伴争取加薪（我们的女老板-女魔头真的不是一般容易的;P）。。。她也教我很多很多东西。。。现在偶尔她不忙的时候也会跟她msn。。。我很珍惜这位朋友因为很多人都说同事就时同事，通常都不会变成你的朋友，而你最好的朋友就是在你念书的时候认识的。。。后面这句我庭认同，不过前面那句对我来说就不一定了。。。所以真的真得好珍惜。。。感谢上天带给我那么多很好的朋友。。。;-)
不过然后坐在电脑前面，突然Ms. Lee msn 我。。。带来一个'好消息'。。这就让我开心起来了。。嘻嘻，突然又觉得世界好美好！（娃哈哈，我常常都发这种神经;PP）...其实不只因为她为我带来的那个‘好消息’。。。而是她的关心。。。Ms. Lee 是我在还没来读书之前，最后一份工作的同事/senior...在公司里面我能当她的junior我觉得是我的荣辛也是我的好云;-) 无论以前工作时还是现在，大家已经不是直接的同事了（大概两年了她离开了哪家公司），她都非常照顾我。。。以前她知道我薪水很低而同时家里负担又很大，她就帮我跟老伴争取加薪（我们的女老板-女魔头真的不是一般容易的;P）。。。她也教我很多很多东西。。。现在偶尔她不忙的时候也会跟她msn。。。我很珍惜这位朋友因为很多人都说同事就时同事，通常都不会变成你的朋友，而你最好的朋友就是在你念书的时候认识的。。。后面这句我庭认同，不过前面那句对我来说就不一定了。。。所以真的真得好珍惜。。。感谢上天带给我那么多很好的朋友。。。;-)
TVB again...hate it and love it...
wahh....! I seriously surrender my self to TVB these past two days;PPP
i was overwhelmed with all sorts of emotions: sad, angry and touched with TVB 万千星辉颁奖礼 (TVB Anniversary Awards Ceremony)...and then just now, I 'ran a marathon' watching TVB 万千星辉贺台庆 (TVB 40th Anniversary Gala) and 無線盛世節目2008 (TVB Sales Presentation for 2008)...spent more than 2 hours watching nonstop (dead,don't let my mum know:PPP) and it was so entertaining...
First: TVB 万千星辉贺台庆 (TVB 40th Anniversary Gala)
...a friend told me before I get the full show, that the standard is no longer as good as previous years ...所以我都唔期望个show会好睇得去边...but...或者就係冇乜期望所以反而睇得开心？In fact 我睇得好enjoy添...嘻嘻：PP
First performance 係个 dance number lead by Michael Tse...谢天华跳得真係好好睇；当然啦，人家跳舞出身ge嘛，傻既我；P...不过其他人都好西历...BUT one funny part I saw was when 谢天华要抱起杨思琪果阵, it was not very smooth, 比观众睇到就唔係０甘好睇啦...有ｄ好笑...
The next performance was a 模仿session whereby 祥仔，李思捷&王祖蓝 mimic Wong Hoi Kan 黄凯芹，Jenny Tseng 甄妮，Rain (Korea), Jolin 蔡依琳 ...gosh, I almost roll on the floor laughing (几怕比其他housemates听到我笑，打扰到人家之余仲会以为我傻０左，自己一个人笑成０甘;PPP)...王祖蓝既甄妮同埋祥仔既Rain真係笑死我；Ｐ （开始果阵头两个冇screen放名，差ｄ认唔出係边个;PPP）
跟住既表演就係sketch（好多人，主要捣乱既知０米係曾志偉，阿０力，郭晉安：距做翻阿旺；Ｐ）...睇道我笑死啦。。。其实年年都最中意睇依个搞笑捣乱既sketch;PP
最后ending就係刘家昌老师（听过距名字不过唔太清楚/记得距究竟係边个前辈...;PP）by the way, Janice衛蘭唱得好好，唔似翡翠歌星果阵好差...
..and I must say, 以前一向都唔係好中意DoDo唔知点解依架好中意睇距搞笑闹人同认顶颈；ＰＰ 超搞笑尤其係同曾志偉，阿０力拒地；）
and as for Sales Presentation...so many exciting dramas in 2008! yay!好期待太极，烈火III,当狗爱上猫，唐心II etc...what I watched just now had such nice presentation with the HD (high definition) view...and apparently will get to see more of faces like 陈芷清 and 王喜 (he's so cute; but I havent even watched Fathers and Sons爸爸閉翳； will get the series when I get home, mum wants to watch also;P)
Apart from series with Fung in it which I will certainly not missed, I guess I would highly recommend 烈火雄心III (Burning Flames III-yay!sohpohs it's back again!!!...and it has Bosco in it you gals will faint:P, not me though hehe...) and well Sze Ling sohpoh you must watch this show with Kevin Cheng acting as a killer in it (Walking with the Enemy 与敌同行)...I wasn't very interested when I watch clips with him describing it, but clips of that show were extremely interesting, swear I've never expected Kevin Cheng with that sort of killer look! It appears he's really good in that show! (BUT also proven Kevin's not good at all in talking or speaking about things:PP...aiyak, dont kill me:P)...and ah, so much more good shows...can't wait for next year hehehe!! time to go to bed and dream...;PPP
i was overwhelmed with all sorts of emotions: sad, angry and touched with TVB 万千星辉颁奖礼 (TVB Anniversary Awards Ceremony)...and then just now, I 'ran a marathon' watching TVB 万千星辉贺台庆 (TVB 40th Anniversary Gala) and 無線盛世節目2008 (TVB Sales Presentation for 2008)...spent more than 2 hours watching nonstop (dead,don't let my mum know:PPP) and it was so entertaining...
First: TVB 万千星辉贺台庆 (TVB 40th Anniversary Gala)
...a friend told me before I get the full show, that the standard is no longer as good as previous years ...所以我都唔期望个show会好睇得去边...but...或者就係冇乜期望所以反而睇得开心？In fact 我睇得好enjoy添...嘻嘻：PP
First performance 係个 dance number lead by Michael Tse...谢天华跳得真係好好睇；当然啦，人家跳舞出身ge嘛，傻既我；P...不过其他人都好西历...BUT one funny part I saw was when 谢天华要抱起杨思琪果阵, it was not very smooth, 比观众睇到就唔係０甘好睇啦...有ｄ好笑...
The next performance was a 模仿session whereby 祥仔，李思捷&王祖蓝 mimic Wong Hoi Kan 黄凯芹，Jenny Tseng 甄妮，Rain (Korea), Jolin 蔡依琳 ...gosh, I almost roll on the floor laughing (几怕比其他housemates听到我笑，打扰到人家之余仲会以为我傻０左，自己一个人笑成０甘;PPP)...王祖蓝既甄妮同埋祥仔既Rain真係笑死我；Ｐ （开始果阵头两个冇screen放名，差ｄ认唔出係边个;PPP）
跟住既表演就係sketch（好多人，主要捣乱既知０米係曾志偉，阿０力，郭晉安：距做翻阿旺；Ｐ）...睇道我笑死啦。。。其实年年都最中意睇依个搞笑捣乱既sketch;PP
最后ending就係刘家昌老师（听过距名字不过唔太清楚/记得距究竟係边个前辈...;PP）by the way, Janice衛蘭唱得好好，唔似翡翠歌星果阵好差...
..and I must say, 以前一向都唔係好中意DoDo唔知点解依架好中意睇距搞笑闹人同认顶颈；ＰＰ 超搞笑尤其係同曾志偉，阿０力拒地；）
and as for Sales Presentation...so many exciting dramas in 2008! yay!好期待太极，烈火III,当狗爱上猫，唐心II etc...what I watched just now had such nice presentation with the HD (high definition) view...and apparently will get to see more of faces like 陈芷清 and 王喜 (he's so cute; but I havent even watched Fathers and Sons爸爸閉翳； will get the series when I get home, mum wants to watch also;P)
Apart from series with Fung in it which I will certainly not missed, I guess I would highly recommend 烈火雄心III (Burning Flames III-yay!sohpohs it's back again!!!...and it has Bosco in it you gals will faint:P, not me though hehe...) and well Sze Ling sohpoh you must watch this show with Kevin Cheng acting as a killer in it (Walking with the Enemy 与敌同行)...I wasn't very interested when I watch clips with him describing it, but clips of that show were extremely interesting, swear I've never expected Kevin Cheng with that sort of killer look! It appears he's really good in that show! (BUT also proven Kevin's not good at all in talking or speaking about things:PP...aiyak, dont kill me:P)...and ah, so much more good shows...can't wait for next year hehehe!! time to go to bed and dream...;PPP
Monday 19 November 2007
Stephen Wong Ka Lok 黄嘉乐
The past two days, apart from getting very excited (which then became a disappointment) abt Fung's nomination for TVB Drama Awards...I was trying to promote to my friends this TVB actor by the name of Stephen Wong Ka Lok...well, I put him as the display pic on my MSN...after a while, a couple of frens asked who he is...and then the typical description of 'this show lor...that show lor'...(frens: what show? no wor, he looks a bit familiar...is it this show?...is that him? ..or is he the guy in this show?...) ...(me: no... this show, did u watch?...and that show, did u watch?...)...and luckily at the end..(frens: oh, i think i know la...this show-both agree:P)...*wiping sweat*...
...typically funny was my conversation with sohpoh szeling...
(roughly, i can't remember exactly...sohpoh, if i got them wrong, u please correct me k?:P)
Sling: he acted in the hotel show - 酒店风云？
me: no....
Sling: yes...he's in it, I'm pretty sure, he was Ron 吴卓羲's side kick...
me: no...those are different persons... not him...
Sling: yes it's him, I'm sure I saw him in that show...
me: no...no...u got the wrong person...:P
...this 'yes-no-arguement' went on a while (which i meanwhile asked another ka lok fan on MSN...but apparently she didnt watch 酒店风云...:P)
after a while 'arguing'...
Sling: oh...sorry:PP...i got the wrong show...it is actually this show : 突围行动...
me: 哎呀！(fainting):PP...yes, that's him in that show...
and anyway I must thank you sohpoh for promoting him also, so Sze Chew noticed him in the Land of Wealth 匯通天下har?...so not too bad as you said...means that he's still noticeable...ok, so there's hope...;P
Sling: I also saw him just now in a MV of BoBo陳文媛... a new MV
me: is it? I dont know wor...u sure thats him?;P
...so that's one hilarious chat I had while 'promoting':PP
...even went to the extent of trying to contact Jayne (her famous site: Jayne Star)...no, sohpoh I'm not crazy la...and didnt even know if my email has been read or deleted as spam, but coincidentally she also featured Ka Lok in her article the same day... what ever it is thanks Jayne, also for all your great writings!
http://jaynestars.com/index.php?name=News&file=article&sid=1143
...typically funny was my conversation with sohpoh szeling...
(roughly, i can't remember exactly...sohpoh, if i got them wrong, u please correct me k?:P)
Sling: he acted in the hotel show - 酒店风云？
me: no....
Sling: yes...he's in it, I'm pretty sure, he was Ron 吴卓羲's side kick...
me: no...those are different persons... not him...
Sling: yes it's him, I'm sure I saw him in that show...
me: no...no...u got the wrong person...:P
...this 'yes-no-arguement' went on a while (which i meanwhile asked another ka lok fan on MSN...but apparently she didnt watch 酒店风云...:P)
after a while 'arguing'...
Sling: oh...sorry:PP...i got the wrong show...it is actually this show : 突围行动...
me: 哎呀！(fainting):PP...yes, that's him in that show...
Sling: but I am still sure that he appeared in 酒店风云!
me: har?!...I dont remember wor...(自己真系唔敢肯定，因为傻婆都好厉害认人０既;P)and anyway I must thank you sohpoh for promoting him also, so Sze Chew noticed him in the Land of Wealth 匯通天下har?...so not too bad as you said...means that he's still noticeable...ok, so there's hope...;P
Sling: I also saw him just now in a MV of BoBo陳文媛... a new MV
me: is it? I dont know wor...u sure thats him?;P
...so that's one hilarious chat I had while 'promoting':PP
...even went to the extent of trying to contact Jayne (her famous site: Jayne Star)...no, sohpoh I'm not crazy la...and didnt even know if my email has been read or deleted as spam, but coincidentally she also featured Ka Lok in her article the same day... what ever it is thanks Jayne, also for all your great writings!http://jaynestars.com/index.php?name=News&file=article&sid=1143
Wishing Lydia Shum...
I was still thinking yesterday that I probably wont watch the whole show of 万千星辉贺台庆...but apparently when the show is ready on the internet I can't resist...and I must say that, it is a different feeling watching the whole show today compared to watching some specific scenes yesterday...and yes, ok, i was a bit 激动 when I wrote yesterday as many Honeys suddenly came onto MSN after the show ended...
...while I still feel the unfairness in 'award-distribution' (that is my term for it)...the moment it reaches the scene where 肥姐Lydia Shum came out...all whatever feelings I had vanished...it feels so sad seeing her condition, she shrunk so much...those of you who only saw the photographs of her last night, believe me, it is a different feeling when you see her in the actual show...最铁石心肠的人都会忍唔住！都唔识形容个种心情，好难受。。。唔知道距仲可以撑几耐，又或者会唔会有奇迹（距自己话距要好翻，我好好希望有奇迹，不过知道现实生活係好少有既，而且距情况唔係好乐观。。。）真係好好希望距剩下黎既日子会过得开心。。。如果我係欣宜我一定会每一份每一秒陪住距。。。肥姐今年先得６０岁，一ｄ都唔算老。。。好多人都係依个年纪先开始享清福。。。不过距就冇依种福气。。。虽然大会颁个奖比距。。。０甘又有乜意义呢？其实每当有边个边个艺人病得好严重，都会０甘样特别地颁奖比距地。。。不过你话个艺人仲在乎个奖吗？。。。虽然话係对距既一种肯定。。。但係係果个时候都唔再重要了我諗？好似係ｄ仲在生既人为了安慰自己多ｄ．．．
我常常觉得每个人既健康係几０甘重要，因为唔係静係为０左自己，同时亦係为０左身边锡自己既家人，亲戚，朋友。。。忽略自己的健康，换来的痛苦唔係静係自己负担，身边所有人都会好难受。。。我唔知睇住自己锡既人离去个杀那係乜感受，公公走果阵我地ｄ‘细路’一个都唔係。。。如果可以我希望永远都唔洗体验道依种离别。。。
。。。希望爸爸，妈妈，妹妹都身体健康，个个亲戚－阿姨，姨丈，舅父舅母，表弟妹全部都身体健康。。。仲有婆婆，希望我毕业后翻去仲可以睇到距。。。希望所有我的朋友，偶像，认识过既甚至係我唔中意既人。。。都身体健康，生活得开开心心，快快乐乐！
...while I still feel the unfairness in 'award-distribution' (that is my term for it)...the moment it reaches the scene where 肥姐Lydia Shum came out...all whatever feelings I had vanished...it feels so sad seeing her condition, she shrunk so much...those of you who only saw the photographs of her last night, believe me, it is a different feeling when you see her in the actual show...最铁石心肠的人都会忍唔住！都唔识形容个种心情，好难受。。。唔知道距仲可以撑几耐，又或者会唔会有奇迹（距自己话距要好翻，我好好希望有奇迹，不过知道现实生活係好少有既，而且距情况唔係好乐观。。。）真係好好希望距剩下黎既日子会过得开心。。。如果我係欣宜我一定会每一份每一秒陪住距。。。肥姐今年先得６０岁，一ｄ都唔算老。。。好多人都係依个年纪先开始享清福。。。不过距就冇依种福气。。。虽然大会颁个奖比距。。。０甘又有乜意义呢？其实每当有边个边个艺人病得好严重，都会０甘样特别地颁奖比距地。。。不过你话个艺人仲在乎个奖吗？。。。虽然话係对距既一种肯定。。。但係係果个时候都唔再重要了我諗？好似係ｄ仲在生既人为了安慰自己多ｄ．．．
我常常觉得每个人既健康係几０甘重要，因为唔係静係为０左自己，同时亦係为０左身边锡自己既家人，亲戚，朋友。。。忽略自己的健康，换来的痛苦唔係静係自己负担，身边所有人都会好难受。。。我唔知睇住自己锡既人离去个杀那係乜感受，公公走果阵我地ｄ‘细路’一个都唔係。。。如果可以我希望永远都唔洗体验道依种离别。。。
。。。希望爸爸，妈妈，妹妹都身体健康，个个亲戚－阿姨，姨丈，舅父舅母，表弟妹全部都身体健康。。。仲有婆婆，希望我毕业后翻去仲可以睇到距。。。希望所有我的朋友，偶像，认识过既甚至係我唔中意既人。。。都身体健康，生活得开开心心，快快乐乐！
Sunday 18 November 2007
Astrological signs/Zodiacs...how much do you believe?
how true are these descriptions of star signs? gosh, I will tell you they are so so so true (which is why I don’t normally read them, I believe everything, so stupid har…hehe, but it really feels like that…:PP gosh, wake me up people:P)
but you will all love this ...hehehe...especially my dear sohpohs...check out your own signs...(and remember to tell me wor, I'm too lazy to read one by one la haha:PP)
http://www.psychicguild.com/horoscopes_zodiac.php
SLing, here's our sign...so true (for u?!:P, aiyak, don’t hit me ar:P)
Your element: Water
Your ruling planets: Neptune
Symbol: The Fish
Your stone: Bloodstone
Life Pursuit: To avoid feeling alone and instead feel connected to others and the world at large
Vibration: Erratic Energy levels
Pisces Secret Desire: To live their dreams and turn fantasies into realities.
Description:Mysterious and alluring individuals (wahaha:P), most Pisces are extremely talented, but even though they are gifted in many ways (:PP), they still manage to spend most of their lives battling "confusing" conditions (uh-oh:P). Pisces is the sign symbolised by the image of two fish. Their symbol depicts one fish heading upward, the other pulling downward. This mirrors how Pisceans are frequently torn between two pathways in life, or actually do live two very different existences at the same time. The number 2 (now u know why we have all the 2s in our date ar sohpoh, it’s a good sign, to give us ‘power’:PP? not a disastrous date!:P), is a very powerful number for them. This zodiac sign is acknowledged as being the Saint and the Sinner rolled into one; the trendsetter of fashion or art, the lost soul, the philosopher and the psychotic and the visionary. As a credit to them, considering their many vulnerable characteristics (:PP); Pisceans are incredibly adaptable and resilient. They are to be found leading the field in many diverse areas of life and many Pisces can be found represented amongst top business millionaires (wah, sohpoh…one day u will be…don’t forget me ah, haha:P). On the other side of the coin, prisons, reform schools and all kinds of institutions statistically hold a high number of Pisceans too (wahh…don’t wanna get into any of these:P). The Piscean's inner quest to explore their "ivory tower" syndrome can lead them into some most unusual and unlikely living conditions. Of all the signs of the zodiac, Pisces are the ones who end up in the most muddles over the years of their lives (I'm more interested in knowing when these will end…) They fantasize about situations, people and particularly romance - and because they spend so much time in their own form of 'fantasy land' this can catch them short in other more worldly areas (wahaha, rolling on the floor already:P). Because of this inner world of fantasy, Pisces people seldom perceive whatever is going on around them in its true light. They see life instead as they want to see it, coloring their view of the world in hues and tones far removed from its true reflection. No wonder this is the sign of both miracles and disillusionment. If you are a Pisces, be warned your emotions are a weak spot (uh-oh…sohpoh…:PP)One thing that plays havoc with your life is romance (shucks, again…haha:P). When things romantically are going well for you, you are on cloud nine (:PPPP). When romance turns sour you land in a heap. Pisces often need to take lots of holidays (or time off) to recover from life's many diverse pressures (see?). You are the zodiac's most sensitive sign (oohhh…no wonder:P), so you need to take extra special care of yourself. Nobody can beat you up, as much as you can beat yourself up within your own mind. In your purest form you are psychic, visionary and a guiding light to all who know you. But, in your "out of tune" state, you become depressed, obsessive and confused.
but you will all love this ...hehehe...especially my dear sohpohs...check out your own signs...(and remember to tell me wor, I'm too lazy to read one by one la haha:PP)
http://www.psychicguild.com/horoscopes_zodiac.php
SLing, here's our sign...so true (for u?!:P, aiyak, don’t hit me ar:P)
Your element: Water
Your ruling planets: Neptune
Symbol: The Fish
Your stone: Bloodstone
Life Pursuit: To avoid feeling alone and instead feel connected to others and the world at large
Vibration: Erratic Energy levels
Pisces Secret Desire: To live their dreams and turn fantasies into realities.
Description:Mysterious and alluring individuals (wahaha:P), most Pisces are extremely talented, but even though they are gifted in many ways (:PP), they still manage to spend most of their lives battling "confusing" conditions (uh-oh:P). Pisces is the sign symbolised by the image of two fish. Their symbol depicts one fish heading upward, the other pulling downward. This mirrors how Pisceans are frequently torn between two pathways in life, or actually do live two very different existences at the same time. The number 2 (now u know why we have all the 2s in our date ar sohpoh, it’s a good sign, to give us ‘power’:PP? not a disastrous date!:P), is a very powerful number for them. This zodiac sign is acknowledged as being the Saint and the Sinner rolled into one; the trendsetter of fashion or art, the lost soul, the philosopher and the psychotic and the visionary. As a credit to them, considering their many vulnerable characteristics (:PP); Pisceans are incredibly adaptable and resilient. They are to be found leading the field in many diverse areas of life and many Pisces can be found represented amongst top business millionaires (wah, sohpoh…one day u will be…don’t forget me ah, haha:P). On the other side of the coin, prisons, reform schools and all kinds of institutions statistically hold a high number of Pisceans too (wahh…don’t wanna get into any of these:P). The Piscean's inner quest to explore their "ivory tower" syndrome can lead them into some most unusual and unlikely living conditions. Of all the signs of the zodiac, Pisces are the ones who end up in the most muddles over the years of their lives (I'm more interested in knowing when these will end…) They fantasize about situations, people and particularly romance - and because they spend so much time in their own form of 'fantasy land' this can catch them short in other more worldly areas (wahaha, rolling on the floor already:P). Because of this inner world of fantasy, Pisces people seldom perceive whatever is going on around them in its true light. They see life instead as they want to see it, coloring their view of the world in hues and tones far removed from its true reflection. No wonder this is the sign of both miracles and disillusionment. If you are a Pisces, be warned your emotions are a weak spot (uh-oh…sohpoh…:PP)One thing that plays havoc with your life is romance (shucks, again…haha:P). When things romantically are going well for you, you are on cloud nine (:PPPP). When romance turns sour you land in a heap. Pisces often need to take lots of holidays (or time off) to recover from life's many diverse pressures (see?). You are the zodiac's most sensitive sign (oohhh…no wonder:P), so you need to take extra special care of yourself. Nobody can beat you up, as much as you can beat yourself up within your own mind. In your purest form you are psychic, visionary and a guiding light to all who know you. But, in your "out of tune" state, you become depressed, obsessive and confused.
TVB Drama Awards....sigh....
I broke my self discipline...reason? TVB Drama Award presentation....
I was trying to comfort others in FF and RF...and said that well awards..we know what they are all about...politics and all sorts of factors...so it doesnt really matter if who and who didnt get any award...
...watched some scenes just now (red carpet+starting of the show, and the part on QQ voting)...can't help but have these in mind:
1. Red carpet...why does the camera kept showing ah Mo's banners repeatedly...no offfense Moses' fans but I know FF banners are just as many and if not more, and very attractive?...ok, you may say that I am being irrationale at this, fine ok, I am...
...and then the part at the start of the show, artists coming onto the stage...can't help feeling disappointed when they introduced all the artists nominated for 'most improved award'...it's done with a bit of a mess....bunches of people coming out, and it's like they have no time for everyone's face to appear longer on the screen?! and sigh can't help feeling disappointed when I see Ka Lok standing at the most hind corner of the stage?! (grrrr...what an arrangement?!)
...and the result...Amigo Chui, ok, he's a very fine host but they should seriously have presented him with an award under some other category and leave this award for someone more deserving...?!
2. QQ voting awards (Mainland's most popular awards male and female artist)...didnt even know that people's been calling that a 猪肉奖(porky award if i translate it literally)...gosh, i dont blame Stephen Chan mentioning that but I really can't help feeling disappointed that it's labelled as such...!...and to think that is the only award Fung got throughout (I kind of guessed he will not get any other award except this)...and knowing our fellow fans spent so so so much energy, time and money to vote and they call it with such a name?!...hrrrmmmpphhhh....but it may prove to be the most practical award if anything, with the huge potential of the market in China...
...and seeing Fung's facial expression that doesn't look encourageous/too happy in those clips I saw...that's enough to make any fan sad or sorry for him...
3. i dont think many guessed correctly that moses would have gotten two awards...well i totally agree that he did a very good job but one award is good enough to prove that I think? If only they could give the other one to Ha Yu or Bobby, I am sure a lot of people would be happier....even Wong Hei crossed my mind but in this case, he's not quite likely to win over the others...but liked him a lot though...
so to conclude, I initially was really anticipating this whole show...the whole thing looked so so so grand at the beginning...but hmm, after watching those clips...the anticipation died...(if anyone could prove me wrong?)
...so, all in all...although the awards winners are as predicted (except moses winning two)... not really happy and a bit disappointed with some of these minor details of the show....:-(
exception maybe: saw online posting that lydia shum actually appeared...and it was a really touching scene...dont know if I'll get to watch, but i really wish her best of health...wanted to watch but maybe not, dont wanna cry becoz of that...
I was trying to comfort others in FF and RF...and said that well awards..we know what they are all about...politics and all sorts of factors...so it doesnt really matter if who and who didnt get any award...
...watched some scenes just now (red carpet+starting of the show, and the part on QQ voting)...can't help but have these in mind:
1. Red carpet...why does the camera kept showing ah Mo's banners repeatedly...no offfense Moses' fans but I know FF banners are just as many and if not more, and very attractive?...ok, you may say that I am being irrationale at this, fine ok, I am...
...and then the part at the start of the show, artists coming onto the stage...can't help feeling disappointed when they introduced all the artists nominated for 'most improved award'...it's done with a bit of a mess....bunches of people coming out, and it's like they have no time for everyone's face to appear longer on the screen?! and sigh can't help feeling disappointed when I see Ka Lok standing at the most hind corner of the stage?! (grrrr...what an arrangement?!)
...and the result...Amigo Chui, ok, he's a very fine host but they should seriously have presented him with an award under some other category and leave this award for someone more deserving...?!
2. QQ voting awards (Mainland's most popular awards male and female artist)...didnt even know that people's been calling that a 猪肉奖(porky award if i translate it literally)...gosh, i dont blame Stephen Chan mentioning that but I really can't help feeling disappointed that it's labelled as such...!...and to think that is the only award Fung got throughout (I kind of guessed he will not get any other award except this)...and knowing our fellow fans spent so so so much energy, time and money to vote and they call it with such a name?!...hrrrmmmpphhhh....but it may prove to be the most practical award if anything, with the huge potential of the market in China...
...and seeing Fung's facial expression that doesn't look encourageous/too happy in those clips I saw...that's enough to make any fan sad or sorry for him...
3. i dont think many guessed correctly that moses would have gotten two awards...well i totally agree that he did a very good job but one award is good enough to prove that I think? If only they could give the other one to Ha Yu or Bobby, I am sure a lot of people would be happier....even Wong Hei crossed my mind but in this case, he's not quite likely to win over the others...but liked him a lot though...
so to conclude, I initially was really anticipating this whole show...the whole thing looked so so so grand at the beginning...but hmm, after watching those clips...the anticipation died...(if anyone could prove me wrong?)
...so, all in all...although the awards winners are as predicted (except moses winning two)... not really happy and a bit disappointed with some of these minor details of the show....:-(
exception maybe: saw online posting that lydia shum actually appeared...and it was a really touching scene...dont know if I'll get to watch, but i really wish her best of health...wanted to watch but maybe not, dont wanna cry becoz of that...
Saturday 17 November 2007
Discipline needed...bye for now
...shucks, I've been so stuck with this blogging business I am about to neglect my paper, so I guess I shall discipline myself before I get out of control myself:P
...have to say goodbye for a short time, this soon? yeah...indeed, I get obsessed with what ever I do, so I need to get back to work - my paper...hehe, need to maintain my levels 'up there' ah hehehehe...otherwise people would think this student representative is good for nothing?...okie dokie, ciao...tot ziens (Dutch/Flemish for 'see you')....
(if you see my post in another two days it means i failed in disciplining myself;P)
...have to say goodbye for a short time, this soon? yeah...indeed, I get obsessed with what ever I do, so I need to get back to work - my paper...hehe, need to maintain my levels 'up there' ah hehehehe...otherwise people would think this student representative is good for nothing?...okie dokie, ciao...tot ziens (Dutch/Flemish for 'see you')....
(if you see my post in another two days it means i failed in disciplining myself;P)
Friday 16 November 2007
TVB Drama Award Presentation - Best wishes to Fung and Ka Lok
依架真系新鲜滚热辣，好似好多野写。。。ｈｅｈｅ，尺下可能会变懒，所以衣架想写就写；Ｐ
ａｎｙｗａｙ．．．听日系ＴＶＢ台庆。。。好期待！真系希望阿峯会有收获（我地压力好似仲大过距；Ｐ）．．．不过冇０既话就等明年了（好似同自己讲多ｄ：Ｐ）
不过今年真系好似唔知边个讲０既‘峯年’。。。所以希望。。。
亦同时给嘉乐打气！唔知嘉乐有冇表演环节？（峯冇，有ｄ失望）
People and my dear sohpohs who dont read chinese...sorry wor...I'll type some English some other times, ok...?;P
p/s: those who have satellite/pay TV, remember to watch TVB Award presentation on 17th night ar!
ａｎｙｗａｙ．．．听日系ＴＶＢ台庆。。。好期待！真系希望阿峯会有收获（我地压力好似仲大过距；Ｐ）．．．不过冇０既话就等明年了（好似同自己讲多ｄ：Ｐ）
不过今年真系好似唔知边个讲０既‘峯年’。。。所以希望。。。
亦同时给嘉乐打气！唔知嘉乐有冇表演环节？（峯冇，有ｄ失望）
People and my dear sohpohs who dont read chinese...sorry wor...I'll type some English some other times, ok...?;P
p/s: those who have satellite/pay TV, remember to watch TVB Award presentation on 17th night ar!
广告。。。令我想起。。。
睇到自己blog里面的 一些广告。。。令我想起，我的ｂａｔｃｈ（刚不久也知道我ｊｕｎｉｏｒ依个ｂａｔｃｈ也‘一样有’）有几个女生系好desperate０甘想（毕业后）留低系欧洲依道，不过想系道找工作说起来真的难得很。。。所以最‘好’的方法就是‘嫁’北当地人！我知道有个很‘琴青’。。。搞到用网上找对象的service．．．个位朋友仲send 0左个service 0既email比我，好似叫我也式下。。。天啊！我差d晕低！（我虽然亦好想留低，不过系为了系道工作。。。不是找鬼佬对象啦！；Ｐ 而且你问我的话我还是那句，我比较喜欢澳洲，华人在欧洲（除了英国）生活好似唔系0甘易，都系澳洲好。。。；Ｐ）．．．不过呢她们的‘琴青‘会给依道或者一般欧洲人咩感觉或印象呢？我就觉得人地会想：我地d亚洲女生真系cheap．．．连我都想到，难道那些人没想到？。。。咩人都0岩o甘。。系依道的男人就ok？．．．想到都觉得恐怖。。。！d values去0左边啊？
我自己的recipe;P
这个应该是我妈妈比较有兴趣，不过如果能‘娱乐’大家也不妨。。。就是我在这里为自己煮的一些东西啦;P (以前都没有想到拍照，或者就是吃光了才会想到，嘻嘻。。。)
warning: 看了不要作呕就得啦，就算是也不管我事咯：PP
Pasta (spirale) cooked with milk and mussels
Mussels/Vegetables soup
Fried curry rice
Mashed potatoes
(This one is my favourite fruits, passion fruit... hehe...just wanted to put them here:P)
warning: 看了不要作呕就得啦，就算是也不管我事咯：PP
Pasta (spirale) cooked with milk and mussels
Mussels/Vegetables soup
Fried curry rice
Mashed potatoes
(This one is my favourite fruits, passion fruit... hehe...just wanted to put them here:P)
...也放张自己的脸在这里（阿妈要看，不是我要折磨大家啦,哈哈;P）
Thursday 15 November 2007
比利时，布鲁塞尔 Brussels, Belgium
这是我在Erasmus Mundus （我们奖学金programme的名称）Alumni First General Assembly meeting (改天再说这个) 的最后一天和几位朋友去看夜景时拍的。。。有一点暗，不过感觉到The Grand Place 的热闹吧？
(in the picture: Benjamin-Canada; Jasmine-India; Zachary-USA; me)
我们几个坐在那里欣赏整个地方的气氛，我跟那位印度的女生说我刚刚到欧洲时，时时刻刻还会觉得好不可思议，自己竟然会在欧洲！（她说她也是...其实很开心认识到她，虽然只是两天，不过大家谈什么都好0岩key;-)
来多一张：这个是靠近我们酒店的Dexia（银行来的）Tower； 很喜欢它晚上的lighting 。。。 相片很模糊应为用night mode-我的手有一点点发抖;P
其实说起来，有时候真的觉得人的命运好像是真的由上天安排那样
那时可能上天觉得我去澳洲可能会唔work所以就送了我来欧洲这里，还给了我一个那么好的奖学金 （真的没几个奖学金是完全cover你的学费和生活费，还能让你有足够的钱在欧洲四围旅游...当然我的话就尽量存起来啦）。。。呵呵，那我也顺便在这里打广告一下吧，反正‘好野益街坊’;P...这个奖学金programme叫做Erasmus Mundus （在google会找到很多很多资料）,现在包括80多不同种类的Master courses (理科，文科)，学生是从世界各地 来的（美国，亚洲，澳洲，非洲）年龄一般限制25-35...Details也可以在 http://www.em-a.eu/ 看到。。。呵呵，不好的东西我也不会在这里说那么多;P
Wednesday 14 November 2007
$$$...
dont really have the mood to type in chinese so shall do this one in english...
...got an email from kojadi...one of those stressful, make-u-go-crazy emails (labeled: reminder in BOLD) again....wonder how long my father didnt make any payment...the debt now amounts to RM6,900.. really stressful looking at those figures...but also at the same time managed to remain calm compared to the previous times...it's not the first time i encountered this kinda thing...still, dont know what to say...
if i'm lucky the total amount of whatever loans that i owed now is probably something just below RM200,000.00...if unlucky it might be more than that...i wonder if things will ever get better...i started realizing my family financial problem when i was 12...guess it was also then that things started to go really downhill...so funny because physically, we were in fact living on a hill before that...things have not been any better since...13 years of those sort of living will forced one to be much, much more mature...(my own opinion)...but certainly part of me still retain the childishness, part of me never want and will never grow up...glad that i had this kind of 'balance' if u may term it...otherwise i would have gone crazy long ago...
....and it also changed my way of looking at money...the comment that MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING is one I will never agree with...never...my best fren comforted me by saying that all these (money problem, family problem etc) made us stronger...but however strong one is, there's a limit i suppose? i dont know how long i can withstand these myself...i'm still alright now...just a bit tired...i need someone to help me, although i know this thinking is very selfish, everyone has their own problems and why should anyone (even if it's ur own sibling or family member) help me?
in fact i've been very lucky that my frens are still with me...unlike my father who hasn't many frens anymore, unlike when he was richer when we were younger...he had loads of frens then, but when he had no more money, almost everyone 'dumped' him...i hate money...
...got an email from kojadi...one of those stressful, make-u-go-crazy emails (labeled: reminder in BOLD) again....wonder how long my father didnt make any payment...the debt now amounts to RM6,900.. really stressful looking at those figures...but also at the same time managed to remain calm compared to the previous times...it's not the first time i encountered this kinda thing...still, dont know what to say...
if i'm lucky the total amount of whatever loans that i owed now is probably something just below RM200,000.00...if unlucky it might be more than that...i wonder if things will ever get better...i started realizing my family financial problem when i was 12...guess it was also then that things started to go really downhill...so funny because physically, we were in fact living on a hill before that...things have not been any better since...13 years of those sort of living will forced one to be much, much more mature...(my own opinion)...but certainly part of me still retain the childishness, part of me never want and will never grow up...glad that i had this kind of 'balance' if u may term it...otherwise i would have gone crazy long ago...
....and it also changed my way of looking at money...the comment that MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING is one I will never agree with...never...my best fren comforted me by saying that all these (money problem, family problem etc) made us stronger...but however strong one is, there's a limit i suppose? i dont know how long i can withstand these myself...i'm still alright now...just a bit tired...i need someone to help me, although i know this thinking is very selfish, everyone has their own problems and why should anyone (even if it's ur own sibling or family member) help me?
in fact i've been very lucky that my frens are still with me...unlike my father who hasn't many frens anymore, unlike when he was richer when we were younger...he had loads of frens then, but when he had no more money, almost everyone 'dumped' him...i hate money...
First post
...can't believe I'm doing a blog...had one before in Friendster but didnt manage to maintain...too lazy...was never a blogger...but have been reading other's of course...quite enjoy it (coz I dont need to write hehe..and it's always nice reading other's experiences...)...but suddenly got an urge to make one (again:P this is my 三分钟热度;P, can't help it really;P)...
moreover...supposed to be super busy with thesis writing and other obligations but look at what I'm doing now?!;P hmm, so yeah, wanted this blog to contain more writings in Chinese ...well, in a way my brain thinks in Cantonese so it is slightly more natural writing in Cantonese/Chinese...also it might help improve my Chinese a bit...but hmm, dont like the software that keeps changing the words I typed...and don't like checking so guess there'll be lots of wrong words inevitably...
so...0甘次写住0甘多先，睇下几时勤力起黎就上黎up 下野啦。。。
moreover...supposed to be super busy with thesis writing and other obligations but look at what I'm doing now?!;P hmm, so yeah, wanted this blog to contain more writings in Chinese ...well, in a way my brain thinks in Cantonese so it is slightly more natural writing in Cantonese/Chinese...also it might help improve my Chinese a bit...but hmm, dont like the software that keeps changing the words I typed...and don't like checking so guess there'll be lots of wrong words inevitably...
so...0甘次写住0甘多先，睇下几时勤力起黎就上黎up 下野啦。。。
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