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读到或看到一些细节真的很难控制情绪
不过激动也是没用
只能祝福受害的香港游客，他们的家人
你们要加油！
相信不只全香港，所有关注这件事情的人 特别是华人都为你们加油！
我想特别说声：梁太和仔仔加油！

Hong Kong tourists killed in Manila bus hijack

I was slow at catching this piece of news....only went to check the details of the news and saw the video clip after reading some related post in the forum...and it all seemed to start as a 'simple' piece of news, but with ended so terribly horrible...started simple...as in this man - probably just terribly stressed...wanting his job back and demanding himself some 'justice'...(just dont understand how stupidly the authority could react? why can't they just say yes to such an agitated man, who would have probably turn not so sane by then? I mean, how many of such incident could easily happen here as well...I am not sure if our authorities are any better in handling such situation than the Filipino counterparts (despite saying this, I truly pray that our 'special' squads here are way, way better...but I dont know, and i dont have all that much confidence honestly...or perhaps I should be praying that we will never have this kind of thing happening ever here - heck, of coz, my bloody mouth)...how much damage could such stupidity do to a country...lives flew....and dont think there'll be HK tourists in Manila in months to come...no thanks for me either...and not only talking about how well could the people handle such situation...but at the same time also looking at the stress level of our society, dont you think the rate of people going not-so-sane (if not totally insane) will probably increase?

my deepest condolences to our Hong Kong counterparts...and last but not least, for a slightly lighter moment...i think the Filipino authority may make do with some TVB dramas...series with the police squad, fei fu dui (tiger squad) etc...may impart to them just a little more sense if not a lot....

After braces

I took out my braces last Saturday...and well, guess what, I am not too happy about it...you may think that I should be celebrating? I am not overlydemanding though (I think)...my 4 front upper teeth...they are not exactly straight from the side view...in any case I would want them to slant in a little...but alas, they are still slightly slanting out...I duno...I think I've got a very good doc...(the best in Ipoh)...but still I am not getting exactly what I wanted...(Sammi Cheng's perfect teeth!!) and I am not sure if it's my stupid gum or teeth which is not cooperating....well...whatever it is...perhaps I could go for another try in a few years time (hmm, my gums would have resided so much more by then)...you may think I'm crazy (not another round of two years suffering...ah well, I'm too months short of two years wearing the braces)...but hey, I dont really mind it...still aiming for the perfect set of pearls...aihhhs, can't help being a bit disappointed...haihz....

Freedom of speech?! bullshit~

言论自由？屁~

My Hormone's tricking me~

Yep, I am pretty sure my hormone's driving me crazy again...it's making me worry sometimes (which is 'completed' with butterflies in my stomach) for reasons I couldn't figure out myself...and while at one moment my mood could be like buried deep down at the bottom of a very deep valley...the next moment i would feel like this world's full of hope, and feel happy and relax again...and now I am really excited about this Friday...Hen's night with my buddiest ji mui's...
...aih...whatever is my mood for tomorrow...I'll just go for a good night's sleep...but I am still thankful anyhow...as no matter how bad my mood is, it is only confined to home, it never gets out of home...thank God...

穷亡的一分子

刚才在电视机前面做着工作的事
就边做边留意电视播着的星期二档案
（自己最近开始喜欢看这个节目）
今天是说关于穷忙的现象~
一说到内容
我真是自觉自己是穷忙的一分子
主要的就是工作就越忙
可是就还应付不了生活的开支/需要
节目内容说的例子
每天都是工作，工作，工作~
（虽然我没他们那么惨，不过也是没10成 也有9成）
硕士毕业又怎么样？
工作得来的薪水
还是不够每个月的费用/还债所有需要的
我这阵子更加是提醒自己
需要用钱的事物也尽量不去做/不要买
结果？最好尽量待在家
那你说人生有什么乐趣？
跟朋友出去吃饭，喝东西？
还是尽量不去了。。。什么都是钱
也不好意思朋友们因为我 被逼作比较经济的选择
而且来着的九，十月 有4个婚礼不能不去的
两个是表哥表弟的婚礼 另外两个是非常好的姐妹
这个周末更是要跟姐妹们去别的州度过Hen's Night
肯定大出血，不过其实自己已经是严重贫血
那里还有血呢？要去哪里讨血呢？
真的是。。。除了‘死火’还是‘死火’咯~
免不了心理会想：我会不会好快就升呢？
升什么？不就是我所欠的债
6个数位。。。不要再添了！
我真的不想还年轻就破残~
这个我就真的不想像我爸
烦恼~