我还是忍不住要写了~!!!
之前跟自己说过不要写关于工作的
不过还是忍不住！！
我看我快要给我的老板写‘情书’了
因为我实在太‘爱’他了！！
不过我另外一位senior说
先让她给她的情书
然后才到我
不过谁先给
老板这次真的会飞起来~~~
因为这就代表他没有了permanent staffs
其他两三位都是part time的
不过他这样的处里方式
真的好难顶~
难怪之前的通通都走
而我就笨笨的走进了老虎口
现在还来得及 还是快点走
跟他一起工作
真得令我太不开心了
不开心到要发病！！
ok ok 还是别投诉了
还是要提醒自己
其实自己是很幸福的~ 很幸福的~
Saturday, 31 May 2008
Thursday, 29 May 2008
酵素 fermented fruits 'essence'
我家里对健康饮食都几讲究
从小到大
妈妈除了她拿手的汤水
就是为我们家里准备各种各样有益捕身的食品
我记得的例如有‘醋蛋’－（这个其实是婆婆‘发明’的：用醋来醃的菜园鸡蛋
醃大概一个星期蛋壳就会化
然后鸡蛋也和醋混合在一起
这个可以配一汤匙的蜂蜜来吃
婆婆说这样很捕（婆婆也因为这个醋蛋上过报纸）
然后妈妈自己也有种过小麦草来弄小麦草汁
喝了之后 会觉得自己像一只牛
因为草的味道会在喉咙里逗留一阵
这些健康食品
妹妹和爸爸都不喜欢吃
所以我就是妈妈的常客;P
今天想分享的
是用水果来做的酵素
做法很简单
就是用柠檬，冰糖和你喜欢的生果
（可以同时两三种生果一起用）
柠檬和水果就要切片
把全部东西放在玻璃关罐里面 三个星期后就可以食用了
（我自己觉得挺好喝的）
每次喝大概20cc
最好是早上一起床就喝 睡觉前再喝也可以
从小到大
妈妈除了她拿手的汤水
就是为我们家里准备各种各样有益捕身的食品
我记得的例如有‘醋蛋’－（这个其实是婆婆‘发明’的：用醋来醃的菜园鸡蛋
醃大概一个星期蛋壳就会化
然后鸡蛋也和醋混合在一起
这个可以配一汤匙的蜂蜜来吃
婆婆说这样很捕（婆婆也因为这个醋蛋上过报纸）
然后妈妈自己也有种过小麦草来弄小麦草汁
喝了之后 会觉得自己像一只牛
因为草的味道会在喉咙里逗留一阵
这些健康食品
妹妹和爸爸都不喜欢吃
所以我就是妈妈的常客;P
今天想分享的
是用水果来做的酵素
做法很简单
就是用柠檬，冰糖和你喜欢的生果
（可以同时两三种生果一起用）
柠檬和水果就要切片
把全部东西放在玻璃关罐里面 三个星期后就可以食用了
（我自己觉得挺好喝的）
每次喝大概20cc
最好是早上一起床就喝 睡觉前再喝也可以
Monday, 26 May 2008
living for oneself and others
I'm in the process of 'creative writing' and can't help but to come and post a few lines...
just submitted my application as a volunteer for World Vision Malaysia (马来西亚世界宣明会) a few days ago...
I probably shouldn't be hoping that there'll be activities soon, as if hoping that there'll be some unfortunate events
but well, on another note World Vision carries out awareness activities from time to time..so yes, there are a lot to anticipate in this sense...
with all the unfortunate happenings lately, I finally gathered my courage and desire (felt almost like a 'calling' if you know what I mean, never felt one so strong before) to be a volunteer for a charity organization...i seriously was considering full time if they even have such position (but nah, they dont have any paid full time, and I need to take care of my house hold expenses)
so well, if I can't donate that much money to make any significant help...then maybe I could donate myself out...and see what I could do for the organization...
at this point, it feels like living would be 'incomplete' if one is just living for oneself but not for the others...let's see how well I'll live after this ;PPPPP
just submitted my application as a volunteer for World Vision Malaysia (马来西亚世界宣明会) a few days ago...
I probably shouldn't be hoping that there'll be activities soon, as if hoping that there'll be some unfortunate events
but well, on another note World Vision carries out awareness activities from time to time..so yes, there are a lot to anticipate in this sense...
with all the unfortunate happenings lately, I finally gathered my courage and desire (felt almost like a 'calling' if you know what I mean, never felt one so strong before) to be a volunteer for a charity organization...i seriously was considering full time if they even have such position (but nah, they dont have any paid full time, and I need to take care of my house hold expenses)
so well, if I can't donate that much money to make any significant help...then maybe I could donate myself out...and see what I could do for the organization...
at this point, it feels like living would be 'incomplete' if one is just living for oneself but not for the others...let's see how well I'll live after this ;PPPPP
Monday, 19 May 2008
Three minutes of silence
It feels really bad being helpless...
I can only join in the three days mourning for the victims of Sichuan's earthquake from 2.28pm today
but as I've missed the 2.28pm mourning today
let me sincerely make up for the three minutes mourn by dedicating a little piece of my worthless writing here
my heart goes out to all the victims, their families and friends and everyone affected by the catastrophe
I can only join in the three days mourning for the victims of Sichuan's earthquake from 2.28pm today
but as I've missed the 2.28pm mourning today
let me sincerely make up for the three minutes mourn by dedicating a little piece of my worthless writing here
my heart goes out to all the victims, their families and friends and everyone affected by the catastrophe
~three minutes of silence for the sacrificed~
Sunday, 18 May 2008
Meaning of live
went back to grandmother's place yesterday
apart from visiting my 婆婆
it was also to visit 婆婆's 弟弟 （舅公) who had a mild stroke
it was very lucky as 舅公 himself realised early
(he detected the symptoms early where he actually went to the hospital but the doctor couldn't 'tell' that it was stroke *faint...doctor?!*...he was forced to go home and next morning, his mouth went crooked and so it was quite obvious then and he was admitted for real stroke this time)
in 舅公 and 婆婆's places (they both have Astro channels)
apart from talking about health it was about Si Chuan's earthquake
there was a live telecast from TVB where all singers were gathered
and donations poured in
there many scenes reflecting back to the earthquake which I have not seen before on our national TV channels
and those scenes made me almost uncontrollably teary
some that I couldn't bear but to look away
but it is totally heart-breaking
especially seeing children's bodies lying all over
and later listening to my mum, uncle, aunt relating on all the stories of how parents sacrified to protect their child / baby
teachers protecting students
(not so much of these in English newspaper)
these are not the worst scenes I saw I am sure
but enough to turn my mood
I thought so much in the night...
what does it mean to be living?
what does it mean to live a meaningful life?
I felt so helpless seeing all those people on TV
how can I help at all? (when I do not have the money to donate?!)
I really hope I keep this thing in my head...and the fire in me burning
I told me 细舅母...my (slightest) intention to join a charity organization (ahem, I am now thinking of full time)
very glad she's supportive (when my mum herself is not)
*have always wanted to join one, and the 'fire' is really huge this time*
let's see how it goes... *pray that the fire remains burning in me*
apart from visiting my 婆婆
it was also to visit 婆婆's 弟弟 （舅公) who had a mild stroke
it was very lucky as 舅公 himself realised early
(he detected the symptoms early where he actually went to the hospital but the doctor couldn't 'tell' that it was stroke *faint...doctor?!*...he was forced to go home and next morning, his mouth went crooked and so it was quite obvious then and he was admitted for real stroke this time)
in 舅公 and 婆婆's places (they both have Astro channels)
apart from talking about health it was about Si Chuan's earthquake
there was a live telecast from TVB where all singers were gathered
and donations poured in
there many scenes reflecting back to the earthquake which I have not seen before on our national TV channels
and those scenes made me almost uncontrollably teary
some that I couldn't bear but to look away
but it is totally heart-breaking
especially seeing children's bodies lying all over
and later listening to my mum, uncle, aunt relating on all the stories of how parents sacrified to protect their child / baby
teachers protecting students
(not so much of these in English newspaper)
these are not the worst scenes I saw I am sure
but enough to turn my mood
I thought so much in the night...
what does it mean to be living?
what does it mean to live a meaningful life?
I felt so helpless seeing all those people on TV
how can I help at all? (when I do not have the money to donate?!)
I really hope I keep this thing in my head...and the fire in me burning
I told me 细舅母...my (slightest) intention to join a charity organization (ahem, I am now thinking of full time)
very glad she's supportive (when my mum herself is not)
*have always wanted to join one, and the 'fire' is really huge this time*
let's see how it goes... *pray that the fire remains burning in me*
Thursday, 15 May 2008
Wednesday, 14 May 2008
Mother Nature's Message~
Today the moment I came home, I sat in front of the TV and followed through the Mandarin's news on Sichuan's earthquake
though I predict that the coverage is not as extensive as anything that CNN / BBC would probably show...but it's really enough...to make me think...and think ...and think...
From Acheh's tsunami, to Guangzhou's snow disaster...and now Sichuan's earthquake...it is too obvious that mother nature is not behaving like her normal self anymore...
and we've read that mother nature has her own ways to repair and harm done onto her...that is her way of maintaining her very existence
and unfortunately, this means that we human will be wipe out
which is really the rule of the universe I guess...
there will always be mechanism to balance overdoings in any sense
from another point of view...if mother nature does not perform her self-repair
if she remains silent and bear all the pain we humans cause on her
then it would perhaps lead to an even sooner 'end' to the human civilization
we might be wiped out just like how it happened to the dinosaurs
or perhaps that is a better option?
coz it'll probably be so swift...and everyone gets wiped out simultaneously
no one leaves behind any loved ones...
so yeah, the greatest pain about this...
is nothing other than having loved ones leaving us...or leaving behind loved ones...
though I predict that the coverage is not as extensive as anything that CNN / BBC would probably show...but it's really enough...to make me think...and think ...and think...
From Acheh's tsunami, to Guangzhou's snow disaster...and now Sichuan's earthquake...it is too obvious that mother nature is not behaving like her normal self anymore...
and we've read that mother nature has her own ways to repair and harm done onto her...that is her way of maintaining her very existence
and unfortunately, this means that we human will be wipe out
which is really the rule of the universe I guess...
there will always be mechanism to balance overdoings in any sense
from another point of view...if mother nature does not perform her self-repair
if she remains silent and bear all the pain we humans cause on her
then it would perhaps lead to an even sooner 'end' to the human civilization
we might be wiped out just like how it happened to the dinosaurs
or perhaps that is a better option?
coz it'll probably be so swift...and everyone gets wiped out simultaneously
no one leaves behind any loved ones...
so yeah, the greatest pain about this...
is nothing other than having loved ones leaving us...or leaving behind loved ones...
Tuesday, 13 May 2008
Living~~
With the news of Myanmar's cyclone disaster, followed by yesterday's news of Sichuan's earthquake of 7.8 or 7.9 Ritcher scale (OMG!!)
I really can't help but pause to ponder...
~Life ?!
~life can be so unpredictable
~life can be so fragile
~life is so magical, full of miracles (or is it?)
at any one moment, another life is brought to this world but as well at any one moment, one may perish from this world
~so admist our daily hectic schedule
do pause...
to appreciate the many aspects in life
~the people around you, your family, your friends, (even enemies, if any!;P)
~your very existence in this world (is it not a miracle to just be living in this world?)
~the earth (the ground you are stepping on), the oceans, the seas, the rivers, the trees, the flowers, the birds, all the animals, the clouds, the air you breath in, the sun, the days, the nights...
I just want to say how much I love living, how much I love all the living and non-living matters in the environment...how much I love my friends and family...Life is precious...cherish it~
I really can't help but pause to ponder...
~Life ?!
~life can be so unpredictable
~life can be so fragile
~life is so magical, full of miracles (or is it?)
at any one moment, another life is brought to this world but as well at any one moment, one may perish from this world
~so admist our daily hectic schedule
do pause...
to appreciate the many aspects in life
~the people around you, your family, your friends, (even enemies, if any!;P)
~your very existence in this world (is it not a miracle to just be living in this world?)
~the earth (the ground you are stepping on), the oceans, the seas, the rivers, the trees, the flowers, the birds, all the animals, the clouds, the air you breath in, the sun, the days, the nights...
I just want to say how much I love living, how much I love all the living and non-living matters in the environment...how much I love my friends and family...Life is precious...cherish it~
Sunday, 11 May 2008
water cut
晚上九点多放工回到家
发现原来家里没有水～整个apartment water cut!!! >.<
妈妈也没煮饭
不过她也因为担心我 忘了饿的感觉
然后我们也唯有在外面吃
吃了回到家楼下
就看到一辆water tanker来排水
我和妈妈就立刻拿桶下楼拿水
不过第round就排完了
不过听说这次问题好像廷严重的
我住这栋楼算好了
其他的前两三天已经没水了
有些人已经过了一个星期
这次真的‘大锅＇了＞．＜
我给妈妈的‘礼物’
今天相信好多人都在陪父母，陪妈妈
而我呢
就在公司工作
（‘辛好’是和另外一位同事一起工作
不过她的孩子们就可怜了 他们在家里等妈妈回去）
我们做到不知时候
我手机又放了silent mode
然后到快要晚上７点时
爸爸 (he's actually not home, outstation) 打电话来公司
‘骂’我害我妈妈担心
然后我才记得去check我的手机
19个missed call! @-@
我立刻打回家想告诉妈妈
我就要准备回家了
不过她一接电话就是：‘唔该你以后～～～～！！’
然后我就跟同事说
这份就是我给妈妈最大的‘礼物’
而我呢
就在公司工作
（‘辛好’是和另外一位同事一起工作
不过她的孩子们就可怜了 他们在家里等妈妈回去）
我们做到不知时候
我手机又放了silent mode
然后到快要晚上７点时
爸爸 (he's actually not home, outstation) 打电话来公司
‘骂’我害我妈妈担心
然后我才记得去check我的手机
19个missed call! @-@
我立刻打回家想告诉妈妈
我就要准备回家了
不过她一接电话就是：‘唔该你以后～～～～！！’
然后我就跟同事说
这份就是我给妈妈最大的‘礼物’
Wednesday, 7 May 2008
When NO news = GOOD news
Today is exactly 2 weeks (14 days on the dot) after my interview with SGS
and so just a minute ago I called up the HR to 'follow-up' with my interview status (it is a courtesy to do this, but I think I am doing it more for my impatience ..eeeeee....)
and the HR personnel said that my CV has not been 'rejected' yet...as in the two person-in-charge who interviewed me have not given back my CV to HR to be officially 'rejected'...and they are still conducting interview with prospective candidates...so in a way, the HR person is hinting that I still stand of chance?? I really hope so...
well, at this point, (and of course I am pretty aware of how much 'weight' I carry) I know that I will not be employed for the position I applied for (Lead Auditor HACCP/ISO 22000) >>> I bet there's no such auditor with my age...too raw to be of any good...>.< >>> can't even convince auditees the moment u enter their premises
but well, what I am really praying hard for is that they see the potential in me and are willing to invest in a chance to grooming me into a future Auditor...
gosh gosh~ I shouldn't be so hopeful~~~~(>.<)
and so just a minute ago I called up the HR to 'follow-up' with my interview status (it is a courtesy to do this, but I think I am doing it more for my impatience ..eeeeee....)
and the HR personnel said that my CV has not been 'rejected' yet...as in the two person-in-charge who interviewed me have not given back my CV to HR to be officially 'rejected'...and they are still conducting interview with prospective candidates...so in a way, the HR person is hinting that I still stand of chance?? I really hope so...
well, at this point, (and of course I am pretty aware of how much 'weight' I carry) I know that I will not be employed for the position I applied for (Lead Auditor HACCP/ISO 22000) >>> I bet there's no such auditor with my age...too raw to be of any good...>.< >>> can't even convince auditees the moment u enter their premises
but well, what I am really praying hard for is that they see the potential in me and are willing to invest in a chance to grooming me into a future Auditor...
gosh gosh~ I shouldn't be so hopeful~~~~(>.<)
Monday, 5 May 2008
;PPPPPP
hehehe... ;PPP
I have not finished watching A Journey Called Life 金石良缘 but I already find 马俊伟 so charming ;PPPP
http://hk.myblog.yahoo.com/stevenma_blog
and so..well, browsed through his blog...didnt exactly read much but some lines here and some lines there...if a person's writing/words could reveal himself then indeed I could say that he's so so so charming ;PPP (hehehe, okei, people, u can choose to ignore me from this point onwards, I think I am starting to get abit irrational ;PPP)
and hey...check this out...so cute...both the baby and 马仔哥哥;PPP (if u r wondering how's the cute baby related to him, check out his writing and u'll know;PPPP)
http://hk.myblog.yahoo.com/stevenma_blog/index?&page=2
haha, okie...够了够了不发梦啦;PP
10点多了 还是开始写我今天的报告了;PPP
I have not finished watching A Journey Called Life 金石良缘 but I already find 马俊伟 so charming ;PPPP
http://hk.myblog.yahoo.com/stevenma_blog
and so..well, browsed through his blog...didnt exactly read much but some lines here and some lines there...if a person's writing/words could reveal himself then indeed I could say that he's so so so charming ;PPP (hehehe, okei, people, u can choose to ignore me from this point onwards, I think I am starting to get abit irrational ;PPP)
and hey...check this out...so cute...both the baby and 马仔哥哥;PPP (if u r wondering how's the cute baby related to him, check out his writing and u'll know;PPPP)
http://hk.myblog.yahoo.com/stevenma_blog/index?&page=2
haha, okie...够了够了不发梦啦;PP
10点多了 还是开始写我今天的报告了;PPP
Sunday, 4 May 2008
my first colour screen mobile phone...BUT...*pathetic case*
Our dear Mango decided that my phone charger was a tasty piece of chocolate and so had a good chew on it few days ago...
'fortunately' the next day was holiday, which allowed me time to get (an imitation) charger...
...imitation it was ...so yes, you guessed it right, it lasted only for two days of use...and today it decided to commit suicide...so gone RM15 for nothing
...so, just after dinner today, I rushed out with mum along...to get a mobile phone (finally)...and actually the other day I already had in mind what to get...
(what else?! the cheapest available...that is Nokia 1200, non-colour screen...no other functions but the most basic ones u get on any other phone...RM165...tempting price...but non-appetizing specs...) but I really find it so uninviting, (I mean I've never used a phone with colour screeen and polyphonic tone, if u know how I feel)...BUT it's not like I have any other choice, when u have no money, u just have to make do...
I went with my mind set to get the Nokia 1200 (sigh, the only thought in mind was how damn embarassing it would be to be buying that phone!!!...the other day the sales person said that the 1200 model is meant for primary school kids -小学生！！faintz...who would guess a young lady like me would buy a phone like that...??!! >.<
but anyway, today's encounter (another shop) was slightly luckier...
got to know about the existence of Nokia 1208 (photo, right)...exactly the same as Nokia 1200 but *voila* colour screen (me: pathetic smile)
...BUT still extremely (and damn) embarassing...but still thanks to mum...
...in her effort to 'save my face', mum made up a story...saying that we are buying a phone for a little kid, 10+ years old...so we want the cheapest available...
I was pretty much expressionless throughout (wanted to just grab the phone, pay and leave!!) it was aih~~ so embarassing...I dont know exactly why the feeling...but deep inside me, I guess there cannot be any young adult who are still be using a phone like that today?!...
but well *on a positive note*, it's still a bit more modern than my antique LG phone of 5 years old *pathetic smile again*
Antique was my second mobile phone, which I got from my sister in 2003 (my first mobile phone was a Nokia 3315 which I bought in 2002, which I gave to my father after using it for less than a year and it's still alive now...)
...and lately "Antique"'s hinting it wants retirement...the battery would only last a day if calls are made...
so there's my tail... I mean my tale...my third mobile, my second mobile, my first mobile...oh, am I confusing you already? whatever:PPP
..and yes, get to know me better: the cave girl...sorry if u think I'm so out of this world...so untrendy, bla bla bla what ever it is...but when money limits u...u know what's priority...if I could live without a mobile phone I would...
Friday, 2 May 2008
永远的歌神~张学友
哈哈~虽然一路‘成长’偶像就越来越多;P
不过始终 ‘心情来的时候’都会找回张学友的歌来听
张学友是我'第一个'偶像
我十的时候
妈妈买了‘爱火花’的卡带给我和妹妹
从那天开始我和妹妹就自称为歌神的的忠实fans;PP
每一首歌都识;PPP
那时候亲戚朋友都服了我们那种疯狂;PP
记忆中 还没上幼稚园都就已经知道谁是张学友了;PP
那时候记得时时看经歌金曲
记得有这首月半湾的MV
当然小时候看不懂
不过大了以后再看回
除了感觉好好(有怀旧的感觉）
还有的就是以前不觉的
旧时的MV好好笑;PP
先不说装可爱;PP看完这个MV就知道我的意思了
p/s:留意最后那part出现的月亮;PP
不过始终 ‘心情来的时候’都会找回张学友的歌来听
张学友是我'第一个'偶像
我十的时候
妈妈买了‘爱火花’的卡带给我和妹妹
从那天开始我和妹妹就自称为歌神的的忠实fans;PP
每一首歌都识;PPP
那时候亲戚朋友都服了我们那种疯狂;PP
记忆中 还没上幼稚园都就已经知道谁是张学友了;PP
那时候记得时时看经歌金曲
记得有这首月半湾的MV
当然小时候看不懂
不过大了以后再看回
除了感觉好好(有怀旧的感觉）
还有的就是以前不觉的
旧时的MV好好笑;PP
先不说装可爱;PP看完这个MV就知道我的意思了
p/s:留意最后那part出现的月亮;PP
Thursday, 1 May 2008
养狗的代价～
说回养狗
就肯定要准备牺牲一些东西
自己一忘记把东西放好
东西就可能会被狗咬烂
上两个礼拜 就是我的earphone被咬烂了
然后昨晚就是我的手机charger
记得小学时候
家里的狗狗最喜欢咬我和妹妹的颜色笔和蜡笔
所以养狗就没了可以随便访东西的‘自由’;P
就肯定要准备牺牲一些东西
自己一忘记把东西放好
东西就可能会被狗咬烂
上两个礼拜 就是我的earphone被咬烂了
然后昨晚就是我的手机charger
记得小学时候
家里的狗狗最喜欢咬我和妹妹的颜色笔和蜡笔
所以养狗就没了可以随便访东西的‘自由’;P
导盲犬小Q (Quill)
不要误会 这只当然不是我家的狗;P
（不过其实自己真的好渴望能养大狗：拉布拉多Labrador Retriever or 金毛獵犬Golden Retriever or Rough Collie (有没有人记得小时候看过Lassie的戏?;P)
（不过其实自己真的好渴望能养大狗：拉布拉多Labrador Retriever or 金毛獵犬Golden Retriever or Rough Collie (有没有人记得小时候看过Lassie的戏?;P)
大狗给我的感觉好有安全感;PP
不过可惜我家地方不够大不能养大狗）
说回今天劳动节假期
我待在家里休息
看了一出关于狗的戏;-)
title: 导盲犬小Q (English title: Quill)
是日本电影不过dub成广东话
是日本电影不过dub成广东话
我认得出Narrator是由梁咏琪配音
另外戏里的老人家‘渡边先生’是由梁家辉配音
基本上是说一只叫小Q的拉布拉多
说牠的一声：从一只狗ＢＢ到牠被训练成一只导盲犬然后到牠变老，离去。。。
故事简单 大多的场面都是轻松和带点感动的
挺不错我觉得
挺不错我觉得
official website: http://www.quill.jp/
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