无聊~妈妈整的木薯

好好味;PP

明天趁着公众假期

会同爸爸妈妈出去吃饭

不是什么大酒楼

只是我们好中意又几耐冇去了的大排挡;PP

不过最近什么东西都起价

所以大排挡都一定跟住起价

金石良缘 主题曲《小故事》

This song's playing in my head for the past few days...liking it so much;P

作曲：邓智伟
填词：马浚伟
主唱：马浚伟、钟嘉欣

合: 啊……
男: 当伤到尽时 不懂淌泪 (女:懂淌泪)
呼吸也乱 有口难言 面对

女: 当双眼渐红 哭不算罪
男或女 谁没有苦水

合: 纵使结果早已知 就算牺牲都愿意
前路有多苦 未怕摔倒
全因你紧靠住

忘掉昨天那怀疑 在困境坚守路线
无憾了 这辈子未算长 未觉短

啊…… 相拥对视
等…… 这小故事

declining the offer >.< ~~~

can't believe I am doing this >.<>.<>.< !! (Malaysian lecturers really live on a skinny salary...sorry for them, so sad... and apart from that I am still very eagerly waiting for SGS (very very slim chance though) it is all too obvious that I do not possess sufficient industrial/ manufacturing experience to join a Certification Body even as a young auditor...but the interviewers said that they are happy with my personality...and one of them said that there is possibility that they take me in as a trainer first, and from there, build up audit experience...but they are very concern about the lack of manufacturing experience...>.<...sighz....

so meanwhile I am still hanging onto the current work..salary=RM4,000 but work wise=unhappy with the management/administration part (which really affect work)...

can't wait till after 7th...hoping that SGS will contact me...sighz...otherwise...will be hunting again....

TVB 金石良缘 A Journey Called Life

I know this is so not right
but when there's $$$ constraint you'll really love the existence of youtube
and seriously the quality is still acceptable
I officially finished episode 4 (but I just cannot resist to have a peek into other episodes :PPP hehehehe~ so in fact I roughly got the whole idea of the whole show...but nevertheless I'll digest it slowly
but I am really in-love with the theme song sung by Linda Chung and Steven Ma....and I must really really say, they're so good in the show...
and Linda's performance sky-rocketed I think (although still there are plenty of rooms for improvement)...esp when I forwarded and caught some scenes of her delivering her (dead) baby...buoy, she's so so so good~(I was all teary at this scene)!
...just a small thing that I'm not sure if others would think of it (Linda's fans don't squash me please;P) but I think that her acting's not convincing in the sense that she's originally a wild girl...but later when she turned over a new leaf, she's almost totally angelic...I guess if a real wild girl turns good...she'd still preserve some behaviours reflected not-so-good manners...
...but ah, nevertheless I love her, she's so so good at this point already, way to go for this young lady....!!
...and hehehe...can't help but to say that I am starting to admire Steven Ma;P
Also, I can't help but to say that despite being just like any other average TVB shows, I 've always like TVB series which project family values...;-)
and I admire even Kent Cheng Chak Si as 肥老板／大'gow'石, he melts my heart in an episode where he carved a frog figure for his wife (it's quite touching I thought) and several other scenes where he showed so much affectionate for his wife...and he's so so loving towards all others around him...he's so good~~~! (do we have people with such angelic nature in real life? *dreaming*)
but one scene (I was fast-forwarding) where he had to move to the New Territories with his wife...it was again tear jerking when his neighbours bid he and his wife farewell...on the truck, his expression was so real...totally conveyed his sadness to me...!
another scene I thought was meaningful and touchy (which I saw as I was fast forwarding, was the scene in which Hing Jai and Mei Yi brought their baby back to Hing's mum's place, when Hing Jai and Mei Yi presented Hing's mum 心抱茶...made me slightly teary again...but again in reality, would anyone as nasty as that turn to be so good...hmm...maybe...　

(Apparently Steven Ma wrote the lyrics of the theme song~!;-)

so yeah, I guess most of you guys would have AOD

so you dont suffer like me watching on a small screen with a less desired resolution...

but well, for anyone who hasn't caught this show...and if you are a person who treasure family values...you'll probably like this show ;-)

guess I'll blog more this Thursday as I watch along...(It's Labour Day holiday..yeah~~~;P)

Mum's Food of Love~

妈妈‘累死’之后 就整午餐;PPP
就是这个爱心汤面啦 好好味~

没有方向感的我

刚刚载着妈妈去了银行
办好事就当然要回家啦
不过就完全迷了路
去了一些自己不熟悉的地方;PP

没办法 我和妈妈一样
是没有方向感的人
左右分一时会搞不清楚
东南西北也就不用说了

还好今天是星期天
路上车不多
可以慢慢行 一值留意路牌
‘兜’了不久也找到了熟悉的地方
回到了家
妈妈说她累死了
（每次坐我的车都是这句；PP)

22 April 2008 ~Earth Day~

Not forgetting to mention that today is Earth Day
so we should also express our love to Mother Earth~
(I didn't actually know this before hand,
Annie my client, reminded me during our consultancy session today;PPP)

but everyday could be Earth day...
Love our Earth, Love our environment

七星子/女是有点迟钝的;PPP

以前的人说
七个月出世的孩子会特别聪明
小时候还以为是真的 (不要脸;PPP）
然后在2006年年底
在爱尔兰上nutrition module时候 才知道原来是相反的呢！！
因为呢 。。。
BB在妈妈的肚子里 是在最后的两个月才吸收铁质的
七个月出世的BB就是miss了这个很重要的阶段
铁质对red blood cells development和脑袋的成长很重要的

而且这样的iron deficiency
是以后都捕不回来的
吃再多的铁质丰富的食物也只能瞒住到身体一时的需要

这样缺铁质的孩子 ／成人
据说除了会有贫血症
大可能会有学习困难 & difficulty in focusing (paying attention)
也会比较迟钝(反应）
我就不知道是不是心理作用
不过那时就好像真的觉得好难集中精神（读书和做assignment时候;PP)
不过可能也是因为老了 已经不像在中学时候了;PP
不过说到反应迟钝
就真的是我的trademark了;PPP
所以当妈妈说我反应太迟钝了（常常都这样说我=.=)
我也只能回答她
你太早把我生出来了啦！;PPP
(爸爸就常说：是我自己忍不住要出来看世界了)

迟钝的七星女提早祝全天下父母双亲节快乐～；Ｐ

情绪不稳定 精神分裂 >.<

这两三天。。。
一些事情和决定的变化
令我感觉到好像有点精神分裂
情绪一时ok
然后又可以变得超低落
本来找到了我应该走的路
应该是一件好事
不过却就因为要再由低做起（这个我完全不介意，还觉得挺好的）
工钱会大大的减低
令我不知道那些要还的债
应该怎么处理？！
好想哭。。。又是钱所害的困扰！

要改什么英文名？！~.~

六月我会加入另一家公司
今天把合约给签了
同时未来老板也叫我给自己改个英文名字
我听了真的晕一晕 （真的需要吗？)
他说每个在这家公司工作的staff都需要有英文名字
我真的不想呢 @_@
我的名字可能有时候不是很适合用
不过一般formal的情况下我都是把自己介绍为Ms. Goh
一向都没什么问题
更何况如果人家用另外的什么名字来叫我
可能我会反应不过来;PPP

不过我想这个。。。就算我不想也得想
因为我不是老板~~

重大决定...

这个星期
太多变化了
脑袋想的东西
每天都变
听越多的意见
就越多变化

来着会需要做一个对自己来说是一个重大的决定
这个决定对我以后工作的方向和目标都会有好大的帮助
（其实应该说这个经验是我以后的工作的必需条件
就是要再回到制造食物的工厂 再当QA/QC officer 拿2-3工厂经验）
我之前就是‘跳的太快’就缺少了这个经验

不过如果我真的决定要会去做QA/QC再从头开始的话
就代表我的月薪会减少好多好多（比起我现在的position减少1-2千马币>.<

不过也不完全是一件坏事
这就让我清楚看到自己真正想达到的目标 （希望我不会再动摇;PP)
（因为这样才会愿意牺牲一些东西：工钱！）
不过同时实际的想 钱的问题就给了我好大的烦恼
现在的月薪
我不会说很够用
（不过大家都说在我们行业已经好高了）
如果真的要牺牲这个‘高’月新
也一定要考虑到这2-3年来可以怎样度过
要怎样解决自己和家里所有的负担
钱~~~真的烦死人了！
真的要跟父母长细的谈谈>.<

kids: part 2

never thought a trip to the clinic left me thinking so much...
or is it the coming of age?...arghzz...:PPP
(need to smack this into my own head: stop dreaming, u r still a big kid urself..and si, this thought is just kidding u;PPP)
i'm a big joker aint i?

anyway yeah...in fact it is not only about the patience and time and everything needed to nurture a good child...there are certain things that you just can't control....for example...how many people have ever thought of what would they do if their child happened to be borned as a special child....I asked myself this question after I saw such child in the clinic...and seriously I have no answer...maybe I would end up so depresssed and helpless that I'll go insane?...I have doubts that I'll be able to accept...but I dont know still...

perhaps there is something special about child-bearing, about pregnancy...that after 40 weeks...regardless of how ur child turn out to be, u'll do everything u can to protect him, to give the best in the world to him...I guess this is probably it...or is it??

lately I had thoughts lamenting being a female...the monthly mood swings is getting terrible...I never had much problem with PMS until I was guessing after 25...yeah a year ago i think...and I notice that I have slight depression everytime nearing the time of the month...now that I'm working, it seriously will affect things...but then again, there are things special about being a lady I guess...haha, anyway not my choice of whether to be or not to be a lady:PP (will start to talk rubbish soon so better end here)

the day when you have your own kids

the other day I went to the orthoptist's to have my eyes checked
as lazy eyes/squint is a common thing in kids, I see a lot of kids on every visit
but on Wednesday...there is this little boy (I think he's seven, from his conversation with his mum and an aunt sitting next to him)...
so what is it about this little boy?
well, he's a little...I wont say it's hyperactive...but kind of overly active...
his mum appeared like a very proper mother
but from the behaviour of the son, I bet every other person in the room could tell...
(this tells how parents influence their kids and how kids reflect their parents, no joke man)
some of the tiny details...(ah well, just so bad of me, like I'm badmouthing people) but well, if any of u out there, could benefit from this, then it's worth of me doing this evil badmouthing job for once...
this kid...ok, i shall use 'little boy' so as not to appear so rude;PPP
so yeah, this little boy...he was very impatient as it was a pretty long wait...(he was the 3rd patient and I am the 5th, I wonder what time he reaches with his mum but I got there like about 9.15am and I only got to see the orthoptist at 11am
...so yeah, due to the impatience, his certainly was not in a very good temper...but he still has his temper under control...but he's looking for things to play with, there are books in the room...and the thing is that when he describes things...he would use the word "stupid"...so you could imagine him saying..."mummy, look at this stupid xxx...that stupid xxx...and this word is decorating almost every other sentence uttered by him....
apart from that he's practically trying to poke his hands onto everything and walk into some restricted areas, etc...which the nurse constantly had to stop him (his mum kept quiet most of the time, as if just allowing his son to freely do whatever he likes)...you could see that the nurse is really annoyed at one point of time...
....nevermind...
it came to the point where this special child came (a retarded young boy, maybe 5 years of age or even younger)...and the nurse asked everyone if it is ok to allow the special child to go in for consultation first...well, what can you say at this point right, so everyone was like replying by facial expression (it's ok:forced expression)
...and then guess what...dear little boy, in a very annoyed tone, said to his mum, NO! and then began saying something like ..how can he cut the line? I need to go to school...etc (at this point his mum was a little embarassed, and kept asking him to behave himself; I guess that is more for us to listen...and when the special child was carried into the consultation room by his guardians, dear boy said in an unbelievable tone, something like "look! he's cutting the line"...

well, conclusion...every little thing this little boy did or said really reflected on the mum in this case, (imagine after they left, I heard the nurse saying something like, the mum is a teacher and yet so impatient and the son is having such behaviour)...well, of course nothing is perfect...but then again, seriously, kids reflect their parents...

which left me wondering...what would happen if I have my own kids next time...I won't by any chance want them to behave even 1% of how the boy behaved..it's really scary if you know what i mean...and I was thankful that my parents brought me up well (mum's fulltime housewife, perhaps that's why)...I guess if I were to have my own kids in the future, I'll discard every other to be a full time mother, if financial conditions allow....ah, there, see my IF...oh, hate this...

Get to know the Up and Rising Star

好想把一些令自己不开心的事写下来
不过因为不能令眼睛太累所以还是不写了

so for a change, as I saw this picture...

and with the simultaneous airing of The Brink of Law in Astro...

and for those who wondering "this guy seems familiar...which shows have I seen him in before?

...yep, indeed...Stephen Wong Ka Lok is recently appearing in quite a number of series　(to name a few recently aired over Astro: such as Steps 舞动全成 and The Brink of Law 突围行动)

and in any case if u wonder, no, I dont have Astro but I know from the papers, kekekeke...

now,我又不听医生的话了　不能令眼睛太累

so off i go now...wish everyone a good week ahead...missing outings with my dear sor pohs already...

Wong Ka Lok's Official Blog: http://www.wongkalok.net/blog/index.php

Wong Ka Lok's Official Forum: http://www.wongkalok.net/forum/index

>.<

唉。。。
好像有点自己活该那样
应该是这个星期休息不够
眼睛过度疲劳
今天有点疼
眼球alignment也好像deviate了一点
明天去医院看看有没有医生
妈妈就生气地骂我
我自己找来的
那个手术不做好过做
（妈妈一开始就不大赞成）
不过我还是没有后悔
不是我那会明白我的感受？

Sunday~Karaoke

呵呵呵~~
好期待~~
傻婆们话这个星期日
去Pavillion唱K
YEAH~

Lotus 莲蓬

I remembered when I was in Form 2
During one session of Science class
The teacher (Mrs. Baynum if my memory didn't fail me) asked if we've seen 'real' lotus （莲蓬）
...it came as a surprise to me as only me and another friend (who also calls Ipoh 怡保 her hometown) have ever came into contact with lotus in it's most original form
something that I have taken for granted over the years...
I remember when I was very young lotus ponds were aplenty in Ipoh and hence lotus plants and this 'precious' fruit
so everytime we go back to grandma's house we would buy a lot (healthy snack;P)
now it's hard to get them...my father got these at a Malay stall on his way back from Ipoh
...and we all know lotus seeds are good for detoxification...even my dog loves it
(ah well, my dog eats everything;PPP...loves fruits and carrots a lot - a vegetarian dog to be;P)

The 'heart' of the lotus seed is bitter (which therefore has the goodness of lotus) the darker the green colour (when the fruit is too ripe), the more bitter it will be...I dont like it bitter but with young seeds you can't really taste the bitterness

很不理性~~

今天是做了手术后第一次回去看医生
conclusion:....不太理想 >.<
第二个手术她说要推迟
在4-6个月再谈做不做
我看她好像不太有信心
（所以才会最后一分钟改变主意， 只做一边眼睛）
我对这个最后一分钟的改变老实说好不满意
之前已经说好是做两只眼睛
不过当然医生她也是担心double vision 的后果
我知道我自己是很没有理性的
现在我只是想（死都要）
straight alignment
后果我什么都不管
当然 double vision 会对我以后的日常生活有很大的影响
我知道是不值得考虑的风险
不过我就是说不服自己

...all for the sake of vanity~~

driving me crazy

sighz I am having problem accessing sina again I dont know why~~ >.<
could only get to the page once i delete all history (everything-cookies, temp files etc)
and then after i open a page and try to proceed further (like make a post)..again I'll get stuck
..phew...giving up for the moment...shall go do some 'serious/proper' thing first...

..anyway loving my blogger more...hehehe..(how lame;PP)

thx mel~

hehehe...thx melanie (my personal computer technician;P) for teaching me how to fix things...now i could access sina blog pages again...;P

why can't I access 新浪?

It's been more than a week or two that I just couldn't manage to open Sina (新浪）blog pages anymore...
and I was even (so stupid) to think that it's the site's problem perhaps?
which it wasn't of coz ...rather it's my access problem I guess...but I can't tell what the problem is?!
...tried free web proxy services but could only manage to get to the first page (sina main page), nothing further...hmmm....
...so why I am so frustrated?...well, in fact I manage to (I dont know how, by luck or what) glimpse through a entry on a sina blog but as I was trying to post my comment, again I was 'bounced out'...>.< ...and it is this blog that I miss reading most...it's really good, highly recommended...girls will love it ;-) and it's really good for leisure reading / de-stress ;-) anyone from malaysia who could access it could you plz let me know (I'm wondering if it's area access problem)...thanks...

recommending: http://www.anitakwan1983.mysinablog.com/

The ever clumsy and silly me

sighz...as if I have all the time in the world...
but I was just having such itchy fingers I started clicking and searching on blog templates / backgrounds (thinking of customizing mine with something really nice)
and then with a click I got rid of the normal template...
but the new template came out not quite the way I wanted it to be
and then reverting back to some normal classic template changes the placing of items
and so I had to get things done again quite a bit from the scratch...
*salute the silly and clumsy me*

anywayz...there's a meeting tomorrow...sighz..I am still on medical leave!! can't leave me alone?! >.<

Some English for thought

Came across this in The Star: Star Two today
so, if I have not interpreted it wrongly
am I right to say that the author is saying that the word 'Barbeque' is correctly pronounced as 'Bar-Bik'?
hmm...this really surprises me ...so I (and many others I guess) have wrongly pronounced this yummy word for such a long long time (ever since I knew the word)?!

and so...with my curiosity...I look up the Oxford dictionary...btw, this is not the oldest version I have, but it's quite old already really...I've always taken dictionaries as good references to check for pronunciation of words...

so Oxford's saying the pronunciation is 'bar-bi-kew' as you can see...so now, which one's wrong and which one's right? *are you not confuse already by now?;PP* pronunciation doesnt change that much with time I suppose? ah well, English language - it can be idiosyncratic...it can be chaotic really...;PPP

and here's something from the same article which I find useful as well...a common mistake...

and my posts are often filled with all sorts of English mistakes (I love excuse; am not a native speaker;PP)...grammar and spelling mistakes must be so common..and I am learning so much by putting down my thoughts in words, when I pen things down...

Sis left for Scotland

As I was still in deep sleep this morning, sis left (very early) for Scotland (company training for 2 months-lucky gal :P)
and yesterday when she came back from work, she laid out some of the food items she'll be bringing over...;PP
my sis could never live without chinese food...she listens to western music, watches western films and tv shows, reads english paper, mag etc (she can't read chinese)...but sorry, not too much western food;PPPP
In contrast when I go overseas I could leave without a single packet of food related item;PPP ...I am very chinesey in all aspects compared to my sis...but food-wise I am not too picky...though I love Oriental food like mad;P but I dont die without them (I just crave like crazy;P)...my sis will...;PP
These are among some of the seasonings she brought...she also brought some chili sauces (two / three types), instant noodles (three types, bulk packs)...this and that (to think that she's only going for 2 months...hehehehe;PPP)
I guess the next time when she will be leaving for 2 years, she could be bringing a luggage full of nothing but food stuffs...

生孩子: How about having Men doing the job? ;PP

今天看报纸看到一篇廷吸引我的article
是说一位变性了的女性（白痴地说句：现在是男性) 不过又正在怀孕的‘男士’
当然这位‘男士’因为原本是女性的关系
在他/她便形时候 还保持着生育器官
所以才能怀孕

不过这就令我想到
现在科学那么的发达
会不会很快有一天
男士也能怀孕生小孩呢？

对上两个星期
我去看了其中一位朋友的小宝宝
大家谈的当然也包括她生孩子所经历的
据说她已经是超顺利的了
不过从她形容的那种痛
已经带给了我们这些旁听的姐妹们害怕的感觉
（已经有两位说以后不生小孩了;PPPP)
虽然我听了不是很怕
（可能是因为以前一向都有读关于这些的facts：Biology 是我中学和大学时最强的其中一个科目 所以知道和明白了就不会那么害怕）
我回家后跟妈妈谈朋友的经验
妈妈的conclusion就是~生过孩子的女性才是真正的女人

回到我读的那篇article
你说如果未来的几年
科学可以发达到
连男生也可以怀孕生孩子多好呢？;PPP (男士们不要以为我神经了;P)
那就不用只是老婆承受痛苦啦
老公也可以分担 (娃哈哈） ;PPP
到时要生多少个孩子也可以：你一个，我一个;PPP
不知道生过孩子后的男性会不会更加疼老婆和孩子呢？

哈哈...不好意思 突然一大堆歪理;PPP
(不过我觉得值得思考的;P)

btw那个article还说这位‘男士’将会上 Oprah Winfrey 的节目（下个星期二）
anyway不幸地我不能在电视收看
迟些看网上会不会有;P

source: The Star Thursday 3 April 2008 : Giving birth a human desire, says pregnant man; WORLD,p37.

Paris 14 - 16 February 2008

Paris Disneyland ~ 15 February 2008

I have wanted to share some pics here but didnt really get the time to sort them out and resize and all...and since I'm on medical leave now...hehehe...
...first...some pics taken in EuroDisney (Paris Disneyland)...