人生的另一个阶段

刚刚读了一位ｈｏｎｅｙ的ｂｌｏｇ。。不过不是关于偶像峰少的。。。
而是关于她的好姐妹和一个小生命的来临
那就令我想起我的一位朋友。。。
我记得是上年。。当时我已经来欧洲一阵子了。。。
突然收到好姐妹的消息。。。说姐妹Ａ要结婚！
老实说真得很惊讶，很突然！
结婚？！跟谁？！新郎姐妹们认识的吗？　
姐妹Ａ的感情生活真的有点复杂。连我们这些姐妹有时候也搞不清楚她什么时候跟谁在一起。不过也很难说她，因为她不是那种不懂得自己在做什么的人。她玩的游戏。。。她很清楚自己在干什么。。。这是我常跟其他姐妹们说的。。。Ａ是我们之中思想最成熟的。。。不过我就常常想，是不是因为她早成熟就容易在这方面犯错呢？或者我这样说冤枉了她。。（对不起）不过我们所想的，所说的一句，也是想她好。
虽然大家不赞同她的做法，甚至不能接受她的做法，不过还是希望她不会受伤害。
不过事情发生了，要闪电结婚。。姐妹们也什么都没问，什么都没说。。。
是对是错也照撑。。。做姐妹就是这样。。。精神上，行动上。。。百分百支持。。。
不过还记得那时说结婚。。。说到新郎我们也没几个看过的。。。这就够吓人了
结婚是人生大事。。。连姐妹们也没见过那位新郎。。行吗？。。。我也是从之后拍下来的照片才看到谁是Ａ的老公。。。
不过Ａ说是个很照顾她，很疼她的人。。。我能想象是那种他爱Ａ比Ａ爱他多的人。。。
然后姐妹们说在婚礼上，看到新郎对新娘的承诺，大家都好感动。。。一位姐妹也流泪了
我听了也觉得好安慰。。。
幸好Ａ的家庭很富有，而新郎也是个专业人士
不用担心有了ＢＢ之后的担忧
ＢＢ出世不久也听说连一个奶樽都买了六，七十块（以马币来算是很贵的）。。这个也成了一下子的话题；Ｐ．．．不过无论如何。。这个小生命不只是他妈妈的宝贝，也会是姐妹们的宝贝．．．
就这样，Ａ从此之后的生活再也不一样了。。。不会像我们这班‘傻婆‘的想做什么就做什么了。。。
不过我真心地祝福Ａ永远幸福。。。
自己在朋友们的ｆａｃｅｂｏｏｋ看了ＢＢ的照片，好可爱！！！！嘻嘻，其实也真的想拿一张放上自己的ｂｌｏｇ。。不过想了想。。。好像不是很好。。。
哈哈，不过我怕我回去了，看到ＢＢ时候会忍不住的问她妈妈能不能把我们小偶像的相片放上来．．；ＰＰ

Food...XDDD

hehehe...I am almost feeling obliged to post pics of all my meals onto my blog..dunno why...probably got crazy over this habit...XDD..yeah, no doubt..the crazy food science student;P

...so here are my lunch today...porridge and the chicken dish that goes with it(with carrots, bamboo shoots, onions, champignons/fresh button mushroom, added a bit of vinegar to give it the ooommpphh;PP)

Heath Ledger~

It's Friday today and yeah, sis told me the other day..Heath Ledger's dead - he died on Tuesday?!...hmm, well, he's no more than a no one to me, no exact sadness...but hmm...only thing is again the feeling of how fragile life is...i mean that guy is only 28!! dont talk about an actor watever but anyone 28 has a whole lot of good future in front of him or her?!

...cherish life...

Old clip (not so old really..i mean two years back;P)

Found this old clip when searching for another MV of Kei Zai~~
..he became a tear-man but it was as if I could feel all that he said~~
(I didn't get to watch 903 award of that particular year...)
aiks...didnt wanna upload (takes ages) and didn't manage to find the youtube direct link thingy...(if anyone could tell me how it would be good, thanks loads first;-)
so anyone interested please click on my other blog? thanks
http://keekee2302.mysinablog.com

and hehehe...made a few posts today coz tomorrow and this weekend I'll be gearing up for my thesis presentation on monday...so will be focusing as much as possible on that...hahaha...can't wait for monday!!

Fish Leong~分手快乐MV

Just like this MV so much...check out my fren's post again...

http://oolongteachow.mysinablog.com/index.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=975423

MUST WATCH~Funniest way of playing Mahjong..!!!XD

wahahaha...check out my friend's blog...(must watch till the end!!)
http://oolongteachow.mysinablog.com/index.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=978926

Thanks so much Eunice, it was so funny!!

叱咤 903 Award Show~~~好感动！

Today~不理天塌下来的;P。。。就忍不住睇了过日好姐妹俾我的叱咤 903 颁奖典礼的link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UW95QWx0gcw&feature=related
（15 parts~)
好好好中意!
未睇的一定要睇啊！
好好好多感情的show!
好好好多真心话！
好好好开心睇到好多歌手尤其：千桦~~Eason~~ 轩仔（仲有王碗之，哈哈）~~
当然仲有我至爱基仔，哈哈~
仲有好多好多个...and all the DJs too!!;P

总之好好睇！
好感动啊个show~~~！！

K歌之王~好想好想去唱K!

政府：欠债换钱，不然就不用再想出国！

刚刚回来上MSN表弟通知了我一件事
其实也不是什么新的事情了
不过还是很谢谢表弟的关心
虽然听了之后压力好大，好担心，好不开心
不过还是好感动，表弟看新闻也会想到我
就是关于教育局和移民聽合作
对付拿了政府贷款而还不还钱的人，把他们的护照收回，没得出国!!

说到这里也不用问都知道我一定是其中一位
其实政府这些年来一直都有这样的打算
只是到现在才实行
当然欠债换钱是天公地道的事情
不过我现在的状况真的不知道该先还政府，或者其他贷款
能顾到这个就顾不到另外一个...
还有有关政府部门之前不紧追那大家也就懒得去里
甚至如果你说借了政府的钱，好多人会说：..哦，那...不用急着还..我也有借到现在还没还那种话...
所以好多人毕业了,工作了好多年，还是没有还...
也有好多人根本没有打算还...
甚至记得在电台听过一位女士好心自己急着要还钱
自己去追有关部门
政府公务人员出名工作态度差
拖了又拖才查出原来那位女士的record已经不见了！
多神奇啊!竟然可以没了record！（电脑的record也可以不见的！）
那位女士好像说当时那位officer也懒得查下去
就这样就当她不用还了!!
（我听到当时多希望他们把我的record也弄不见了就好，少一笔要还！）
现在政府不能再忍了（应该是没钱了）
终于对付我们这些人了...@_@
我从开始工作都是把所有的月薪给爸爸，让他去处理
（因为他搞得太复杂了，我没办法处理）
也不用说，连还银行和其他机构的贷款都不够钱来还
政府的他就一直摆在一边了
爸爸每次拿我的名字去借钱都会说一定能还的，他会处理不用我担心
所以我也很信他，让他去处理
而且我自己一直以来都不喜欢处理钱的事情
不过可能就是因为这样，所以现在搞到自己这样的地步
我记得是18岁开始，爸爸就开始用我的名字去借第一笔贷款（就是政府这个）
...然后也不用说了，什么能借的都借。。各种各样贷款，银行，使人机构，一些我们华人会馆，福建会馆的。。
然后到了我bachelor毕业开始工作了就什么信用卡也申请了。。
我不会拒绝..我跟我爸爸说不了‘不’...
现在政府实行这样的行动
我都不知道该怎么办...
还到政府就还不到其他-银行/信用卡什么什么的
叫我怎么死？
爸爸也就做他最拿手的：拖..什么能拖的就拖，不能拖的也拖..向银行等等求情..等我毕业回去就会还..
那我回去时就肯定会被那些追债的追死!!
不过我想我现在存到的钱，也许能拿来先还些给政府
最少不会把我的护照给收回了
要不然我怕连想去新加坡工作也不用再想了
如果我只能待在马来西亚工作的话就今生今世也不用想还清那些债!!

Fight! Fight! Fight!

I am so damn stress!!!...yesterday got an email which stressed me so much..
...and to my unknown amount of debts...another RM50,000 is added to it...I didn't expect this amount, I would expect only half of it, RM25,000 at most...you may be so surprised and probably wondering: What?! you don't know how much money you borrowed?!...yes indeed I have no clear idea..my father handles things...and I wonder how much more debts which I don't know of, under my name...I can officially raise the estimated amount to RM300,000 maybe...I can prepare to jump off any building it seems...I have no idea how I would manage...I really don't know...I need a super paying job!!!!
...and mum urged me to go into serious job-hunting...because these debts will chase me like hell once I got home...my father is not handling them much as he promised everytime he try to get me to sign those loan applications..now he just ignore them because he doesn't have enough money to manage...and they are all debts under my name...you may think I am such a stupid idiot to let anyone use my name to borrow money...which I would admit, yes I am...but that's my father, I didn't know how to say 'no' to anyone, let alone my father!!...people say a pisces never say 'no' and so this is the consequence I guess...
...but I suddenly feel this urge to fight on (with job search)!! I dont know why but at least it's giving me some strength...from what I really have no idea...but it's good I guess...you have no idea how much I feel like dying yesterday (which is the case everytime I get any 'shock' about money issues) ...luckily there's something that always pull me through...thank god...

:PPP

pics of my lunch again...wahahah, bear with me:P (shucks, seems like this's turning into a food blog already:P)

The first one is mixed vegetables (broccoli, paprika/capsicum, carrot, baby corn, big onions)
and the second one, fish filet in white sauce...yummy~haha;P

07年度叱吒樂壇流行榜頒獎典禮

07年度叱吒樂壇流行榜頒獎典禮 on youtube...

For anyone interested...thx my 姐妹 sze ling who manage to find the link eventhough her 华哥 was not present...;P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UW95QWx0gcw&feature=related

Coming to an end soon...

This photo has part of the students, taken in Kothen, Germnay during the modules: Malt and Beer, and Dairy Science. In front: Dr. Carter (coordinator in Germany, and Sandra, Dairy Science lab/research assistant)

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How time flies~~~

It's coming to the end of my 18 months in Europe...I'll be graduating Feb 11th!

I could still remember quite vividly the atmosphere on the first day when I arrived with Yuen Ching...the Brussels Central train station, getting onto the train with our luggages, arriving in Sint Pieter station...above all, not knowing a word of Dutch...and there was not a word of English in sight...

...and the feeling of jet lag made me felt so so so weird...coupled with the 'omg, I'm in europe? Am I dreaming?' that kind of feeling...(I still got that feeling coming on and off even after a few months staying and running around)

and then there was the first day of class...the feeling of going 'back to class' was so familiar yet so fresh...because I've never experienced anything like having students from nearly 10 countries in a class..there were a total of 25 of us in the scholarship program...splitted into two groups: 13 in Gent, Belgium and the rest in Dublin, Ireland...

The Gent group has student from countries such as Malaysia (me and Yuen Ching), Indonesia, The Phillipines, China, Kenya, Canada, Georgia, Nigeria and Ethiopia while

The Dublin group has (apart from local Irish self-paying students) students from: the U.S., Chile, Thailand, Malaysia, Nepal, India and Oman (or is it Yemen, I can't remember properly)...

...and worth saying is that apart from what we learn from the course...the most precious was perhaps what we learnt NOT from the course...

we learn so much from each other...our different backgrounds: culture, religion, thinking/belief system, and living style...

one of the most important thing in our communication is really about these values: respect, compromise, tolerance, patience...which really is more easily said than done...

...sometimes a small conversation becomes a hot, fierce debate...and certainly sometimes (or 'many' times:P) we drive each other up the wall!!!

but on top of it all...we developed friendships...

for me, one of the most unforgettable things would be my understanding of African students...(I have never really get to approach any previously in Malaysia or Australia, so my understanding of them, if anything, is so so little you can say it's none)

...there are really so much difference between many aspects of the Africans with those of the Asians...or even Americans, British, Australians...

and in fact, there are certainly aspects which I regret to say that I still cannot tolerate...but I've gain more understanding which I'm sure will be very useful in the future...and I've found a nice friend from Kenya too...which I hope I would be able to visit in a few years time...(It's actually more of the Safari in my mind:PP)

I know these 18 months would be unforgettable my whole life~~~

...and sis applied this year for a course...I really hope she'll get it..keeping all my fingers crossed...and toes too:P!!

Pictures of food again~;P

...dont feel like writing anything much today
but it also doesn't feel good not posting anything at all...(shucks, blogging is becoming a habit...;PPP)

so decided to put up some pictures of food again...my favourite thing of all times...hahaha ;P

Noodles with Indonesian canned soup-base

Thai curry...with rice...simply yummy!!! haha~~~

and oh...with this...I would like to recommend two blogs about cooking...

one about some light dishes:

http://cookingjellyblog.blogspot.com

and the other one on dessert (both by written by the same person): http://jellycookingblog.blogspot.com

both make my mouth waters...with those pictures of foods....hehe...check them out~~

Pictures of Bruges Ice Fantasy

...wanted to write a bit but am slightly tired now...but I uploaded quite some pictures in my other blog, anyone interested please view them at
http://keekee2302.mysinablog.com
thanx! ;-)
今天在我另外那个ｂｌｏｇ　ｕｐｌｏａｄ了一些关于布鲁日冰雕节～童话世界的照片
请到 http://keekee2302.mysinablog.com观看，谢谢；－）

分享一个很有意思的广告片断 (Sharing a meaningful TV commercial clip)

这是朋友和我分享的
很有意思所以也放在这里和大家分享
Thanks Peek Yin for this meaningful clip ;-)
这两天好像一直收到一些叫我‘回家’的信息
(因为都在听基仔的‘爱回家’, 然后又收到朋友email的这个clip;P)

doing something hopeless..

spoke to mum on MSN today
and I can't believe that mum was telling me about EFSA (the European Food Safety Authority)-she said it in Cantonese, I cannot recall what's it called already but I think that was what she meant...she read it somewhere in the newspaper I think...wow, to think that my mum even pay attention about this kind of things? awesome!!!
well, mum's idea was that I should look at the vacancies available anf try to apply...
which well, do you think I need to be told anymore to do this? I have been sending spontaneous resume more than half a year ago...and the very moment I knew about EFSA, I did check out their jobs section...which unfortunately for an authority like EFSA, it is predictable that they only take in highly experienced people...minimum 10 years experience in very specific areas pertaining to the vacancies they have...so no way I could get them to even look at my resume...
but well, nevertheless, since mum mentioned it today, i decided to send in my resume spontaneously..as I could fulfill the requirements of NONE of the vacancies published in the official website...so yeah, be prepared to get my email chucked into the trash bin...it's funny I will still bother to send in despite knowing the non-existing chance...
...to even think that I was far from fulfilling the requirements for Lloyd's (LRQA)..it will take a super long time before I will even be eligible to apply for any post with authorities like EFSA...
of coz I've always have the dream to work for big organizations...esp FAO/WHO of the United Nations...few months earlier I was even checking out the websites of these...and in fact there were some programs which after checking out requirements and details, I was so so confident that I am highly eligible...and at last guess what?! you could only join those programs if your government (the country where you originated) are associated with FAO/WHO in such a way...so pissed off man, Malaysia's not involved in the food prgrams of FAO and WHO?!
...and then I even wrote to the person in charge of enhancing the career opportunity for women in the UN...the lady was so nice, she immediately directed one of her subordinates to look into my email to provide me with all necessary info (which i've seen on their sites anyway, I was trying to hint, if there's any chance for me to join despite my countries not being associated, and nevetheless, at the end it is so unfortunate that it is still the fact that the Malaysian government is just not involved (even Japan's involved!!!)...therefore I was not qualified to apply...ah!!! if only i could, it would be such a life-enhancing and life-changing experience if I get chosen...hrrrmmmppphhh...I hope there is something better out there...(oh, what could be better?!)
...hmmm, i hope i will not forget my dream of joining these organizations later on in my life...i will want to widen my sight, given the opportunity...so yeah, FAO or WHO or other organizations...wait till I am eligible!! perhaps I am really too young now for anything like that? hmm...shall equip myself..but i seriously hope that I would still be able to continue on as a food safety trainer/consultant/auditor when I graduate...I know that's the direction I want to head for!

又是美丽的一天！

哈哈。。现在早上10点钟
外面天色好美好美啊！
待会儿出去买点东西
然后再到学校上网
也做做我剩下的assignments

哈哈。。每次看到美丽的蓝天白云心情都会变得非常好！;-)

前世犯了什么错令我有如此的今生？！

刚刚和大舅母在msn live-chat
她说了一些话
令我好难过
我知道她无心令我伤心的，也不知道她这样说了会令我难过
其实我自己有时候也会这样问自己
我到低是不是前世范了好大的错误
令我今生有这样的‘下场’？

大舅母问我，爸爸最近在干什么？
我当然也答不到，
我这半年来。。。一句话都没跟爸爸说
妈妈和妹妹都不理他在干什么了
然后舅母就说
我是在表弟妹们中最不幸运的那个
连我妹妹都是比我幸福的 （因为她可以不管我爸爸，不受他摆布，也不理什么其它问题）
我最不幸运的是因为生在一个这样的家（有个像我爸爸如此不生性的一家之主的家庭）
然后就开始说其他表弟妹们怎么幸福，活得多好
一个一个的数。。。这个多好，那个又多好
我当时忍哭忍得多辛苦
声音也发抖了
不过舅母完全没发觉
因为她忙着说我表弟妹们（包括她的儿女）
还好我还是忍到
我不能在他们任何一个人的面前哭
不能那么丢脸
我要争气
不能败在他们面前

舅母还问了我（因为我爸爸）欠多少钱
也说爸爸跟他们（亲戚）借的钱就最好咯
因为不用还？！
只要我以后对他们好就可以了？！
我感觉到这句是令有意思的，就是爸爸跟他们借的
就由我来还
当然，不用说我也很久以前都有这个念头了
我不想欠任何人的钱！

本来不想说
不过我还是忍不住要在这里发泄
我是人来的！
有感觉，会难过！会伤心的！
而且这个也不能跟妈妈谈，因为一定会令她难过
还好开始写日记了还有个可以帮助自己处理心情的频道

其实在多一个月就毕业可以回家了
一方面好开心可以和家人团聚
不过我知道开心的日子不会久
所以也真的有一点不想会去

我以前在家时候
有时候这些问题令爸爸，妈妈和我自己烦到极点的时候
而我又连想逃避一下，去跟朋友去喝茶都不想浪费钱
所以就还是困在家里
那些你看我看你只觉得烦死的心情的时候
可能很快又会面对到的了

我有时候好伤心，好无奈那时
我心里就会问上天
我到低世犯了什么大错，上天要令我今生走这样的路
几年前，还小，不够坚强，试过跟自己说死了就算
真的，有时候很不想活

几年后的现在
问题依然存在，没改善，也许也变得更坏
不过还好我变得坚强多了
不知道是什么力量帮我撑着
虽然有时候还是很想死
不过还是舍不得这个美好的世界
舍不得家人
舍不得朋友
同时自己也知道我的前途是有的
所以也常常跟自己说不能容易放弃

我希望，老天爷给了一条这样的路我走
也许想惩罚我，锻炼我也好
希望它留着一条生路
让我能走下去。。。
不过有时候还是很不甘元
我从小到大都这么乖
为什么这样对我？
就算是前世欠的
都还清了吧？

经歌金曲第三季季选 ~ 环保的信息 Jade Solid Gold 3rd Quarter ~ message for the protection of Mother Nature

I watched the first half of Jade Solid Gold 2007 Third Quarter yesterday...;-)
...simply love it...because it was so unexpected that the message of saving the environment was the theme (with speficic attention given to the ocean)!! way to go TVB!! ;-)
(will write something about saving the environment/our mother nature on my sina blog later)
but here I'll just indulge in things I like about this episode of JSG;-)
..firstly of course, it's the very meaningful message that was delivered...how else would it be more effective to get this kind of normally boring message across to the public and youngsters than to use popular tv programs like TVB's JSG and popular artists/singers ?! so for this, I was really happy and glad ;-)
..and then there was the colour scheme...hahaha, the main colours that were my favourites were used: white and blue;-) another bonus:P

and of coz, of coz...the songs are really nice...don't need to mention my fav Raymond Lam of coz (hehe, I am biased you will say;P) but I also like Joey Yung, Miriam Yeung, Vinci 泳儿，Jason Chan Pak Yu (永久保存 is really nice!), Hins (Cheung King Hin) (buoy, his rendition of song reminds me to Anthony Wong Yiu Ming!)...and well..perhaps a few more because I still have the other half to catch, hehehe...so I'll add to that later ..haha...

Pictures taken in Leuven...

..and again some pictures taken in Leuven my last trip there...
I posted half of them here and the other halves can be viewed in my Sina blog(hehe, thank you;PPP) **wink, Eunice;P**


This is the library for the engineering department i think...;P


Houses opposite the Katholieke Universiteit Leuven's Arenberg II campus


dunno what building this is but should also be a building of K. U. Leuven my friend said


an upclose section of that building



how the plants look like in winter...seriously though, it seemed that winter lasted for only 2 or 3 weeks...it doesn't feel like winter anymore even this particular when i went to Leuven...Mother Nature's gone abnormal and slowly dying I think :-(

okie..time to go over now to the other blog...haha;PPP
http://www.keekee2302.mysinablog.com/

Food again...my favourite thing...hahaha...;-)

Some pictures of food again..hehehe, can't help it...


Tofu dish to go with white rice

Canned raviolli (not too bad if you warm them up before eating, but of course taste nothing as good as fresh ones;P)

Some asian foods I got from the supermarket due to a special promotion, u dont always get these unless u go to some Asian grocery shops which are some distance away...

Nasi goreng (Malay-Fried rice) and Thai Curry seasoning...hehehe, will help make my meals not so boring;P

和妹妹的心灵感应 (2)

那天知道妹妹进医院后
我也跟她说关于我梦到她出事
她也跟妈妈说
妈妈就觉得好不可思议！！
竟然有这样的事？！
而且我们还隔了怎么远
妈妈也问我是几时梦到的
自己不记得很清楚了
不过算了下大概也就是妹妹做手术的那天
自己听了也觉得很不可思议！
难道真得有这回事的吗？
有时间真得要查下网上的质料@_@

妹妹和我们狗狗-mango

Annual Body Check Up...

sis had laparoscopy done to clear the water in her abdomen due to a bursted water cyst near one of her ovaries...
...very scary...but if the water cyst had not bursted...she wouldn't know she was having one...
because apparently cysts are very common even in young ladies nowadays...
in fact sis had a checkup doen not too far back in time
but it didn't manage to reveal the water cyst though
...but still annual body check up is really very very important...
...i actually have not done a really thorough one before but i'll get one done soon hopefully when i get home...
so please, even if you dont care for yourself, care for your loved ones and do your annual body check up...!

我好挂住的Juliette~~

刚刚和Juliette MSN..终于可以跟她舒服地谈天了..已经好久好久没聊了！
她因为要准备从澳洲会马来西亚所以辞职了才会有时间上网聊天..
除了知道了她这一年半两年来大概的近况
最终也谈到了我的身上
所以也是避不了谈到我家的问题
又谈到眼湿湿..唉..
不过也真的谈了之后轻松点
还是那句，一只以来都好谢谢，好珍惜朋友们对我的关心
坦白说，Juliette是那么多位之中最懂的反应的
因为她也廷明白我的状况
不过她还是不明为什么那么多年
情况都还是没有改善过
这点其实好多人，不只朋友，连一些亲戚也不明的
我也不懂怎么解释
要问就要去问我爸爸了我想
不过我大概可以说他也不会解释道的
说回Juliette...
我每次想到她都还会想起他大概在我们Form2那时候
对我做了一个我意想不到的事
那年过年时，她代表她家给了我一封利事
她在利事封上面写了几句我今世都不会忘的。。
大概是说：钱虽然不多，不过是代表了她和家人的关心
我那时简直是感动到哭，哭，哭。。。
我到现在还把那利事封收着
也不用拿出来看，我每次想到都会感动得眼湿湿
对我来说意义好大好大。。是大到衡量不到的

About Mata Hari the Dutch Spy and the mistery of her double agent status

Matahari at her 'peak'

Matahari, at 41 when she was arrested

The character Wang Jiazhi in Lust, Caution reminded me to a story which I read during secondary school, about a Dutch lady spy during WW1 who was famous for using seduction to obtain information from top officers...I guess it would be interesting to share her story here..I got these info from wikipedia though, as I can't remember much of what I read ages ago, haha..

Margaretha Geertruida (Grietje) Zelle (7 August 1876, Leeuwarden, The Netherlands – 15 October 1917, Vincennes, France), was a Dutch exotic dancer and courtesan who was executed by firing squad for espionage (activities of spying, a new word to me too, nice to pick up something new;P) during World War I...

Margaretha had a tough chilhood, mum dead and father went bankrupt, and when she was 18 she got married to a navy officer, from an advertisement she saw in the newspaper (gosh!!) however the marriage ended after just a short while, she was in Indonesia with her husband, but moved back to the Netherlands to go their separate ways...to make ends meet, she moved to Paris and joined the circus, became an artist's model and finally she became famous as an exotic dancer using the name 'Mata Hari' (Indonesia/Malay words that literally means Eye of the Day, but as a whole meant the Sun)

and to quote this para from Wiki "Promiscuous, flirtatious, and openly flaunting her body with a mystique that captivated both her audiences and the public, Mata Hari was an overnight success from the debut of her act at the Musée Guimet on March 13, 1905.[4] She was so successful that she became the long-time mistress of the millionaire, Lyon industrialist Emile Etienne Guimet who founded the Museum. She posed as a princess from Java of priestly Indian birth, pretending to have been initiated into the art of sacred Indian dance since childhood. She was photographed numerous times during this period, nude or nearly so. She brought this carefree provocative style to the stage in her act, which led to wide acclaim".

it's interesting to know that her act actually made exotic dance more acceptable and gained a more respectable status, and brought about a style of entertainment for which Paris was later famous for

During world war one, she became a spy for the Germans, and prior to spying for the Germans, she even admitted that she was a spy for the French, and this was however not acknowledged. The facts of her case, the double agent status remained vague, because the official case documents regarding the execution were sealed for 100 years. Details might become clearer when they are revealed in France sometime in 2017 (wow!!)

She was discovered after the French revealed her identity after intercepting the message transmitted by the German military from Madrid to Berlin. She was arrested in her room in Paris on 13 February 1917, put on trial, accused of spying for Germany and consequently causing the deaths of tens of thousands of soldiers. She was then found guilty and executed by firing squad on 15 October 1917, at the age of 41.

It was said that her head was kept in the Museum of Anatomy in Paris but was said to have disappeared in 2000 (but it could have happened as early as 1954. Other body parts were also supposedly kept in the museum but none of them could be accounted for after relocation (oooo!!!! people steal her body parts?!) sigh...if even just the head is still in Paris I will certainly make my visit there this coming Feb!!! (guess it would send shivers down my spine though;P)

Lust, Caution 色，戒

I finished watching Lust, Caution yesterday (had to watched in two parts as it's like really long, made me a bit tired after watching the first hour or so;P)
...well, would be weird if i say that it's not good since Ang Lee got the best director for it?..anyway yeah, of coz personally I too agree that it's a good show...u know, the artistic kinda show...but I shouldn't be commenting too much incase of spoilers (I am good in giving away spoilers, haha;P) since many might have not watch yet...
...but i really like the Shanghai setting, the costumes and the atmosphere as a whole..really 'rich' and 'elegant'...and I didnt actually know that Wang Lee Hom was in it until I actually watch it, so it's an added bonus, haha ..he's so good looking!! (ahem, I am not a fan of him though..;PP)..while Tony Leung seriously appeared to have aged so much from many angles...(sigh, I hate the reality of aging)...and oh, there's also the fatty guy (haha, so bad of me;P) who acted as 李世文in大唐双龙传, I didnt know he could speak mandarin so well..also a nice surprise..
...during the first hour of the show, I was 'shocked' by one of the scenes though..very brutal (to me)..but very well done by Lee Hom and the few others, as I could really feel as if I was part of them in action!!! I was as stiff and as almost shivering like them watching that scene (thought I would have fainted, with those blood and all)...there's also another scene which really I salute Tony Leung for..deep inside him, he's just a bit insane (or slightly of a maniac i would call) contrasting the cool normal self his character usually potray..I cringed as I watch that scene...
...and lastly, if you could put urself in place of Wang Jiazhi...feel her feelings, try imagining yourself being her, all that she has to do and go through...this is the utmost thing about this movie to me, I guess...and I really like the fact that the main actress looked so naive and innocent, yet when she's all dressed up as Mrs. Mai, she could be really seductive!

For Fun

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

和妹妹的心灵感应？！

不知道用词对不对？不过我是想说和妹妹好像有'telepathy'!!
几天没有在MSN看到妹妹了
对上那次是new year's day - Jan 1st
然后很巧合的，我前两三天发了个梦
现在已经不记得细节了
只记得是关于妹妹出事的
当时吓死我了
早上6点哭醒来了，立刻上网看看妹妹在不在
失望地没看到她，不过就留了offline message给她
自己很担心不过也因为好害怕所以不敢打电话回家
直到今天一回来打开电脑看见她的message才知道她2号进了医院
我差点又大哭了
不过知道她现在没什么大外我都安心点

可能有人会说我很笨为什么不打电话回家，只懂得害怕那么没用
其实是因为有了一次的经验
那时（都5/6年前了）我在澳洲读书
我差不多隔天都要听到家人的声音才安心的（受不了我吧？)
然后有一次
家里整个礼拜没有电话来。。。
之后一来电话，妈妈第一句就问我有没有觉得很奇怪为什么他们都没打给我？
然后就告诉我原来是爸爸进了医院。。（那次是他第一次心藏病暴发）
我一听到就哭得好像世界末日了
哭了一整天搞到另一天眼睛肿得没人有;P

所以因为这样，如果没了家里的消息自己一定会胡思乱想
不过还好这次离开家的一年半，是非常的独立（意思是不用天天跟家人聊天了，哈哈）
跟上次是没得比的。。;P

不过也证明了和家人依然是很close的
(虽然我家是很古老的，不会很open的表达爱和关心)

今天和妹妹在MSN chat
聊了一下而已不过是聊得很温馨的（哈哈，一般都不会这样的）

Check Out Ka Lok's Blog

Check out Stephen Wong Ka Lok's Blog...

...there's something nice...;-)

http://www.kalokwong.blogspot.com/

For Fun again...;-P

lols...some fun things that i also played, from Panda's blog...;P
I guess it's attractive because humans can't even understand themselves all that well, and so, always welcome anything that MIGHT tell something more about themselves:PP

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

For Fun...

The Recipe For Goh Kee Kee

3 parts Playfulness2 parts Tease1 part Wit Splash of Prosperity Finish off with whipped cream

What's" the Recipe for Your Personality?

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

One more blog

Another blog of mine : http://keekee2302.mysinablog.com/

intent to write more chinese in that blog, something like writing an english version here and a chinese version there (doubting my translating capability though;PP)
...but will probably try to do that only after graduation...meanwhile it will act like a duplicate of this blog...

The coming goverment...

Malaysia's election is coming again...hmm...times flies...meaning another 5 years had past ..ok, well not exactly 5 years yet, the last election was in 2004...I remember that was the first year I was supposed to carry out my responsibility as a citizen (eligible from age 21) to cast vote...but bleah...I didn't ...I was a care-less citizen back then...plus, I don't really know the politicians or the details of their work...I mean, so what if they keep campaigning and promote themselves...go to the market and speak to some aunties selling vegetables, greet some grandmothers buying meat...tease some babies in their mothers' arms?
..and then when you turn on the news during campaigning period, you hear all their promises...so many that you probably won't remember much after the election...if what they promise before you vote for them are actually realized or not? so yeah...I mean, they try to make everyone vote for them, but then again, how many of those who voted, know who they are voting for? and if they do not know the person then how good is the vote then?

...in fact this year, I personally have a very small interest to cast vote:PP.. but unfortunately though, I'm not home, I could do it online or through the M'sian Embassy in Belgium though...but then again, the procedure is not exactly hassle-free...and the biggest concern is still the fact that I dont know much about politics..about the person whom I might be voting for...perhaps I should start paying attention to what they do from this year onwards and see if I could decide for the next election? haha...then my next concern is, how long will my interest stay in following what they do...? hehehe...so bleahz...I dont know if I'll ever cast any vote in this sense...though part of me seriously am hoping for a better government...(when this concern is raised, you hear some politicians saying something like the Malaysian government is already very good (that we citizens should appreciate!) and then giving examples of countries without functioning goverments or those in a political mess.... I wonder how many people would buy this kind of comment?...if you compare yourself to someone poorer than you, you'll forever be superior...and so you probably won't need to improve anymore, things are just so good already?!...on the other hand, on a wider perspective...we dont even need to look far, just turn our heads to our neighbouring country down south...and some others in the Sounth East Asia region or even the wider Asia continent...why are some countries able to do so well? some countries were poorer than us few decades ago and if we compare now, they are developing at such a speedy rate with obvious improvement in people's living of all aspects...shouldn't our government learnt from these government on how to serve the people?
...but well, what ever it is let's hope that the coming government (it will stay the same party anyway, not saying that it's no good but it's always been the case for a few decades..I wonder what would it be like if the strongest opposition party wins to be government?..will never know though, unless it really happens...
...shall end all my crapzz here and go cook my lunch...shucks, can't believe I blog about politics?!

Ella Enchanted

...there's a problem with me certainly...the mood change is as quick as lightning...now I feel so much better just by watching a movie..or rather, I am so easily pleased?? (not bad i guess in this case)...
...well, the show is Ella Enchanted (2004)...at first when I got it from XH, I thought it's Enchanted (2007)....
...nevertheless, it's still very entertaining and a cute movie ... it lightens up my mood almost immediatelt the moment I started watching it...love all those dancing and singing throughout the show...(reminded me to our musical plays in secondary school!! miss those days!!)...the ending was sweet...though i personally think Ella a little too pretty for Prince Char, whom I think looked a bit average here, but anyway looks dont matter..they make a sweet couple still, hehe...
...night now and tomorrow shall be a new day for me!! (a self motivator aint I?)

After graduating: Desired job search + Salary expectation + Bills to pay = My Biggest Misery!!

In a miserable mood again...all my own fault for expecting too much, always the case when I send in any job application with some expectation (which in fact was high expectation that I dont realize myself)...I wrote again the other day to LRQA (Lloyds Register Quality Assurance) to follow up on my application a few months earlier...the Asia division Resourcing and Staffing Development Manager was really kind in replying despite on holiday...however, I've already sensed that it will be bad news...why, because in his first reply, he said he would get back to me in(just) a few days...earlier it took a while for him to have my CV assessed as he sent it to the different Asian branches, which he didnt reply as promise, hence my follow up
...however, yeah, expected somehow...reason: they needed 4 years working experience in a high risk food industry before considering one for the Food Safety Auditor position ...

...so yeah, somehow my barely two years experience was way below requirement...didn't help at all that I didnt even get my Malaysian Ministry of Health food safety trainer's license before I left Quantum in 2006 (didn't get into the right company that takes staffs as asset apparently)...gosh, I would have to go through the exam again when I get back, if I were to return to the same line, which I am quite sure I will...I really have the passion to train...
but the reply from LRQA was still really discouraging in a sense that I wouldn't want to go back to work in a factory to get the four years experience for consideration, sorry, no more QC job or that sort...thinking of it alone sends chill down my spine...I developed phobia for manufacturing line after my second job in a typical china-man company...the backstabbing from other departments like production, marketing, logistics, etc was just too much for me to handle...
...choice of job is certainly an issue...but equally as important is the salary...but it's a sorry news that the Malaysian food industry (dominated by SMI-small medium-sized companies) offers really low salary...and if you are unlucky you even get underpaid...which is most of the case unless you are in an international company...really wish I could have done dentistry or some other field that pays better...but then the debt I owe would probably increase as well...I remember checking on jobstreets.com where there's a survey of current salary range of the market...and for my line, a position of senior food technologist gets paid only RM3K over generally...and that really made me so worried...how could I even manage with RM3K in KL, this is really joking...house rent, food (not only for myself but the household), car, at least 5 accumulated old credit card bills, old study-bank loans, ...and I havent even counted in things like petrol for the car...tolls to run on the highways...(you will never escape any in KL on any normal day)...household bills..electricity and stuffs u know what I mean...all these which in M'sia (probably the case in many countries too) increases every few months...!!
so how would I even survive..a salary of RM5K would probably just merely cover (and maybe even not all the time)...if sis helps out as well...with her well paying salary...
I mean, Malaysia, and especially KL, is a hell of a place to live in with those ever increasing costs and prices...but salary wise it is quite stagnant really...my last salary was RM2250 (ah well, what's so secretive that it can't be disclosed, yes I am underpaid, so what?!)...I gave all my money to my father and let him manage, because I could never manage, I would've gone crazy if I try...and with this, and perhaps a few hundred from sis (she gives mum for groceries and foods, which I think is barely enough)...and the bills?...house rent RM650, car RM4XX...foods RM100 for about less than a week-(mum cooks, no eating out), interests of loans and minimum amount to pay, >RM1500...until here, it's already more than what I earn...father doesn't always get his salary...if you even consider him working, that is...and how does he settle all these with my salary? get credit cards...with my name! I have like what? 5 credit cards, if not mistaken...couldn't get more approved because the national card centre has probably blocked my name...father was tried to submit an application before I left home in 2006, I was more than glad it was rejected...you could imagine the amounts I have on credit cards alone...and no, we never manage to clear them... even the minimum payment could not be settled...I have no eye to see, father handles the calls from the credit card officers...I never answer the phone when it rings...sometimes they call my mobile I wouldn't answer also, and when I accidentally answered, it'll be passed to father as I could never answer their enquiries...father is the only person who could beg and beg and beg...to delay and delay and delay...and so the interest get more and more and more...
...and when the money from credit cards run out, he borrows from his friends...and sometimes relatives of his and mum's...his relatives hates him, they despise us...mum's relatives pity us, and when father borrows from them they try to hide from mum...because they love mum, but this cannot continue on...I would have to repay the money even if father borrows them...
my meagre salary normally last only 2 weeks for maximum...and you could imagine the remaining two weeks before I get another month of salary...once, father asked me to ask my boss if I could ask for advance payment...I never did asked...I think we argued...mum stood on myside of course...my skin is as thin as nothing...I still remember during college time, when father has no money for me to pay the tuition fees on time, how I had to beg for delay payment...I really hate it...I felt like rubbish...it was the same in uni...begging and begging despite the 60% fees-waiver scholarship that I was given...because father had to use the money borrowed from my study loans for some other more urgent matters...so fees had to be delayed...things were really messy back then...and now? only messier I could imagine....

...I could only pray miracle happens that I get a job in S'pore at least...really need the exchange rate, although not much but at least still something...and well, people have been scaring me with all sorts of stories about working in S'pore though...they could well intend to warn me and let me prepare myself mentally and emotionally...but I'm already developing the fear before going....

so well, I am already fearing all that would happen before I go back...and right now, I would 'enjoy' (dont know how much I could, but the holidays with Sze Ling would perhaps take up a bit of money, but mum said, go ahead...I guess life might be hell after this, so if I could still travel and see some countries, might as well do it now)

I dont really know what future holds...but mum and my aunties were really worried at one time that I would go bankrupt before the age of 30...friends were telling me I won't...they said that it's not so easy to go bankrupt anymore nowadays...I really hope father would do something about this...if I go bankrupt I dont know how I would react...I foresee a bright future in me (I'm not trying to be overconfident, I never was)...there are still many countries I want to step my feet onto...there are many dreams to realize, out of Malaysia...so I don't want to be 'jailed' in Malaysia...bad enough that father made himself and mum bankrupt....

...sigh, why do I blog about this rubbish...anyway, it's good to vent it out...
..it's just so funny how I could be totally positive at one time, and so negative another time like this...but I think it's my hormone fooling me again...
...I'd better go look at some job classifications...

对人好难道不是人与人之间一种基本的事吗？

今天有三位从Dublin Junior Batch的同学来到了Gent．．．
Christina (Canada)
Kae (Thailand)
Sweety (India)－呵呵，我应该没搞错她的名字。。。好可爱的名字;P
大概两个礼拜前，Monika和Ingrid已经托我交锁匙给她们的．．．
今天早上我刚刚吃完早餐不久他们就到了我家门外；Ｐ　
（Monika简直是叫他们从火车站搭的士直接来到我家门口;P）
然后也当然不是给了锁匙就丢下人家不里啦。。。
他们每个都住在不同的地方，所以带他们看每个人的地方（方便他们以后要找彼此）
然后就带了他们去看看学校：课室，教授office，Ingrid:负责我们accommodation的的office，食堂．．．）
然后Christina说餓了，就带了他们去买吃的　（他们都买了好出名的Belgian Fries:一定要和Mayonnaise一起吃的；P）
之后也带了他们去看看不同的supermarkets，让他们买一些食物，用品etc
顺便解释了一些住在比利时这里需要知道的东西
买完了东西已经3点多了，然后也要赶去另一边的地方，让他们买adapter，要不然今晚就用不到电脑和电话充不到电了
顺便也带了他们去看看Asian supermarket，那他们以后就知道怎么去了
顺便也让他们在那边看看shopping的地方。。。Sweety穿的boots让她走了大半天好不舒服，所以就好急的买了一双运动鞋
然后也陪他们逛逛，讲解下搭电车，火车etc的．．
就这样。。。不知不觉早上11点就变了晚上7点．．
我都忘了吃午餐，肚子也忘了叫餓。。我没在外面买吃的。。要省钱嘛;P
晚了，大家回来我的房间拿东西，然后回去各自的地方
他们走之前一直跟我说谢谢
其实他们一整天都在跟我说谢谢。。。
其实我都不觉得我帮了太大的忙
也只不过是让她们知道了一些我知道的东西，让他们方便一点
顺便为他们当导游，让他们知道这里的地方，也不用第一天在不熟悉的地方迷路
他们就因为这样一直说我很好人，太好人了。。。
其实就算我不是学生代表，我也会这样做的。。。
XH说我很傻（陪了他们走了一整天,还有好像是Ingrid和Monika应该做的，现在推给了我）
其实我觉得也不是谁跟谁的责任，我是学生，大家跟我沟通会舒服点，同时帮Ingrid和Monika做点事也不是什么问题。。他们那么忙。。。跟何况在外面走走对我也是好运动，哈哈！）
最重要的还是，我想如果自己是新学生的话
到了一个完全不熟悉的地方（又完全没有英文或者自己看得懂的东西的地方）
如果有人这样对待我，我一定会很感谢，很安慰，很开心。。。
所以我觉得如果我能做一些些事，帮助他们容易融入这里的环境
我觉得很应该去做。。
这个也不是什么学生代表的责任
(Christina说到了如果是Dublin那边的学生代表的话，一定不会像我这样招待新到的学生, 不过其实我们也没有真正写下学生代表的job scope，所做的都是自己认为因该做的事）

听了他们说的，听了XH说的。。
我心想。。做这些所谓的‘对人好’的行为
难道不是做人的一种基本的本分吗？
大家活在这个世界。。不是一个人的世界。。
人与人之间最基本的就是要对待彼此好
自己要人家怎么对待自己，就怎么去对待人家
这个小学都学过了。。。
不过为什么大家都好象不觉得这样是应该的呢？
好像要人家对你好是一种很难的事？

我记得有一次（同时也不太记得是在那里，是什么事情。。不过好像模糊地想到是Chef Hoo: Pangkor Laut Resort的Exec Chef，我工作时认识到的）
我和我同事去那边工作时候他对我们非常非常的好，就像对待自己儿女一样的照顾我和我同事，令我们觉得好感谢，好开心，甚至好幸福！
因为这些对我好的人，令我常常觉得　（我知道很幼稚）如果世界上每个人都能对待别人好一点，那就真的是可以让这个世界变得更美好
我是绝对相信这个的
我受了人家对我的好
我会很想同样的。。对别人好

也同时令我想到。。像我一个能力这么有限的人
不能做什么大事，不过如果我能做一些小小的事
让我身边的人，让我认识到的人开心点
那也活得比较有意思;P (不好意思我就是怎么的幼稚:P)

呵呵，又写了一大堆的废话
我发觉晚上写东西会写得很啰嗦:P
因为晚上的心情比较丰富;P

还是去睡了．．．明天还有七位会到
要有足够的精神和体力来迎接他们;P

My Breakfast~Ham and cheese sandwich ;-)

It's really nothing special but I just wanna post the pic of the sandwich I made this morning with those ham and cheese I bought the other day...hehe...it's yummy!!

Ingredients include: Grain bread (healthier and tastier than white bread), Margerine, Mayonnaise, Corn (canned), Lettuce/Iceberg salad, Ham (I used two types, and just don't cook them please...), Cheese slices (any type to your liking...but preferably not those 'plastic'/kraft slices)

Over the Hedge...;-)

...had a few shows to choose from...Ang Lee's Lust Caution (色戒)..Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix...Enchanted... and Over the Hedge...(多谢晓虹for all these shows..made my day!!:D) and I chose the last one...kekeke, anything with animals would normally win over others...though I would say that without this show, I would certainly watch Harry Potter first...hehehe....
...but what else is better for a food science student who's just completed a thesis, to be watching a show of animals going crazy over junk foods?...:PP

...but actually Over the Hedge was nothing spectacular in my opinion (oh, alright, yeah, I'm saying something rotten that everyone knew nearly two years ago huh?!:P, ah well..allow me just to just blab a bit...kekeke...:P)...so yeah, nothing amazingly awesome or very touchy that sort of stuff...but well, light and easy to follow...cute characters...ah, I simply love Hammy especially, it's so funny!!..and of coz the smart Verne and his tingling tail (huhu, can't help but reminds me to my pet tortoise)...and the three little porcupine kids (they are so cute!!)...ah, well basically I love all of them:PP...hehe, and I love the section in which they had the food forage (or rather the stealing plan) :P...like it from that part onwards....prior to that, what made me laugh more were basically those very witty phrases...and yeah, of coz, like the part where RJ went back to their rescue after they were caught, and then the part where RJ was accepted as part of the 'family' ...and of course also the part where the police detained the nasty women and the verminator...really like this one...won't do without this part!...otherwise, it just won't appear right to children who would watch...and just wont be right if any message of harming animals were delivered...but of coz, this will never happen with any animation movies ever...hehehe...which is why I so so so love this kind of shows...wahahahaha...

...and if I was living in the US, I would probably dream of doing the voice for all these animals characters...they are so cute!!...haha, okie, I'll dream on...:PP

and hehe....really feel like having some Nachos when RJ showed them in the beginning of this show...and hmm...I wonder where could I get some Spuddies? only the US?...hahahaha:PP ...hmm alright, enough for now...need to pen down a few lines for Adi's article or something..and then some good night sleep...hahahahaha...

热心帮人。。。

刚刚和一位新朋友msn了一下，结果搞到自己有点气。。
因为这位朋友怕我太热心想帮他可能会坏了他的事。。
把我想成什么人了。。feels like a little bit of an insult...

我是热心帮人不过同时也是个廷有分寸的人
I roughly know what I should and should not do at the right time...
还有我一般不选人来帮，谁需要帮助，说一声，我就会尽量去帮．．．
我为什么怎么热心帮人。。。
我从小，爸爸就常说。。。谁需要帮忙而自己也有能力的话就要尽量去帮
而且想帮就是不要问太多，帮就帮。。。
（这个，妈妈是不同意的；Ｐ其实我也觉得帮人要有限度，爸爸以前热心帮人，现在他状况变坏，那些什么朋友都当作不认识他了．．．）
不过我还是很受爸爸的影响
所以从小都习惯了
我记得幼稚园时候，常常帮朋友们画画（练习簿常常要画一些图的，我能画，大家又喜欢叫我帮他们，我帮人自己开心，大家也开心。。我觉得很好。。）
就是这样从小培养回来
...有一次，一个太学同学没带午餐，虽然自己只带两块面包，我也把自己的分了一半给她
还有一次，好姐妹szeling想申请日本MBA讲学金，要写好多短essays。她找我帮她edit,我那时其实也很忙，不过也先帮她赶她的essays。。虽然自己不熟悉MBA的东西，不过好姐妹说一声，一定尽我所能地去帮...(不过然后她最后还是放弃不申请了，让我说了大半天;PP)

不过当然长大了很多事情也变得复杂
帮人也要小心　（妈妈常常担心我会因为这样热上不需要的麻烦，的确刚不久也发生了这样的事情）
还有不幸云时候会被人利用
不过也没关系，因为很多时候换我会不知不觉得到很多很好很好的友情
所以我绝对相信热心帮别人是美太大问题的
不过我也不是真得人人都帮。。。我只帮一些会帮助自己的人
对于一些只要利用我的人如果让我知道了就不会再理他们的了
不过对于家人和真心的朋友，我是可以不顾自己的利益去帮他们的
but of course, there are exceptions and things are not always on such a serious note anyway...
I dont not expect anything in return but the very least is that the person believe that I am sincere in all that I do...

现在也在帮人家忙。。。替Monika和Ingrid迎接新来的学生（因为他们都相信我的为人才会放心的交那么多间房的钥匙给我）
Elizabeth要离开3个星期也放心地把东西放在我房间．．．
．．．都不知道自己气什么．．．可能是被人家怀疑自己的可信程度而不爽吧...
算了，认识我的人都知道我是什么样的人．．．
（不过当然刚刚认识的朋友肯定要时间去探测，自己也会这样。。）

所以算啦。。呵呵，去看戏了，轻松轻松下！

Chill off...

Think it's not too much to let myself relax a bit today...haha, with the thesis done...

anyway..．本来諗住同elizabeth出去shopping，不过然后我都係冇去。。因为今日有大减价，怕自己认晤住会买野。。。and so, so as not to torture myself, I just decided I shouldn't go;P （都好彩冇去，elizabeth到依架都未番，肯定係买到老豆都晤认得个只）

不过自己就去了买一些吃的。。

平时都慳得就慳

不过今日就买了些平时晤会买的食物黎奖励自己;P－今日买了ham and cheese (不过都係买最便的。。激死；P..妈妈知道肯定又话我的了．．）

因为想转下早餐的menu;P..整下ham and cheese sandwich...hehe,真的好中意食ｃｈｅｅｓｅ但係好食果ｄ都几贵．．

　

然后lunch就整０左番薯泥．．ｄ番薯都开始发芽了，所以一次过整晒;P

食几餐实变大番薯，哈哈！！

其实都几中意好似今日０甘，轻轻松松０甘煮野食。。
呵呵，从未諗过自己会中意整野食。。

其实都几好玩

只係一般自己一个人食懒得花心思

又諗起果阵係ｍｅｌｂｏｕｒｎｅ晚晚同ｊｕｌｉｅｔｔｅ，ｙｅｎ　ｋｗａｎ同埋ｐｅｉ　ｓｈｉｈ煮饭

有时啊Ｊｕ同埋ｐｅｉｓｈｉｈ忙既话就我来负责煮俾大家食。。然后好自然就做了一个月多的全职主妇啦。。娃哈哈．．其实果阵真係难为佢地。。

我来来去去都係果几味

不过然后我离开了ｍｅｌｂｏｕｒｎｅ佢地就好少晚晚０甘煮饭了。。

我刚刚听到仲有ｄ难过，想冲过去帮佢地煮饭；Ｐ

．．哈哈，係０甘ｕｐ又ｕｐ０左一堆野啦；ＰＰ

再贴ｄ相先．．．

（番薯泥）

伴番薯泥的菜
。。呵呵，卖相晤靓，不过就当娱乐大家啦。。哈哈哈。。。

终于出炉了!

忙了大半年的论文终于出炉了，哇咔咔...
so relieved...hahahaha...!!
printed 8 copies total (3 copies were free and got charged for the other 5 copies; TOTAL 18.25 Euro...my most expensive printing service so far..呵呵，当然我不应该convert来算的;PP...那就算好便宜了)

不过虽然可以说是比较不忙了。。。不过还有其他assignments等着。。。
例如：
1. presentation / public defense for thesis
2. preparation of article for thesis
3. preparation of poster for thesis (this is not a 'drawing' poster; but a research poster full of text:PPP)

明天还要准备一个小article（EMA推广活动的 ）
呵呵。。。不过也应该没什么问题的了。。。
总之就是开心啦。。。哈哈哈！！

My first wiki-page~~

phew...I finally made this wikipedia page...but shucks, I was only half-pail of water full...plus I did not exactly run through the tutorials, sort of just 'dived' into creating a new page (actually found that a similar page was created last time and got deleted!! aiyak, I hope this dont get deleted ar!!)...and it was not much hard work as I was using the Chinese template which therefore what I was doing basically was more of translating work...

...however...one mistake...which I couldn't figure out...how do I create a profile box at the top right of the page (that holds the picture and brief biodata)? aiks...guess I need to get help or figure out myself?@_@

and even more of a problem..I find that when I google the words 'Wikipedia Stephen Wong Ka Lok' ...it is not appearing??...but it is already in Wikipedia...hmm...wonder what's missing...??

and that's the thing about doing something when you know only half:PPP ...you get loads of things to follow up....:P

However I'm really glad that I finally made it after much delaying...else I will never make one...but hmm, hopefully the content or more precisely the translation work doesn't look too funny though....it's my not-so-professional style afterall:PPP

And this is the permanent link:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stephen_Wong_Ka_Lok

Malaysian not knowing about Malaysian minister @_@

Khong Sze Ling!!! Even if you wanna kill me I will still post this!!!
Coz I really feel like killing you!! tell me you dont even know who that person is - our Minister of Health!!!...OMG sorpoh u driving me crazy!! I mean girl, I am not too keen on national politics either...not even too interested in tiny details also but I mean you've gotta know who's what minister at least?! I dont even love the country half as much as you proclaim you do but girl, I'm really gonna kill you when I see you la...gotta read more newspaper!! or just listen to the news....*~faint~*

Day One of 2008: Malaysia National Headline~MOH Minister...

...sis sent a link...which was something surprizing (and yet not really so surprizing)...about our Malaysian politics...politicians caught red-handed of sex-scandal...
and this time it's our Minister of Health, I didnt follow up the whole news, but just saw the clip on youtube...at first I thought, well, it must be 'courageous' for him to admit it publicly to the whole country...but then again, like sis said, it's easy to recognize the person in the clip...so perhaps in a way, it's better for him to admit it himself and early enough than waiting for people to discover him...at least now that he owned up, people like me would still give him two cents worth of pity...
...and yes, quite certainly he will be sacked..so good bye Datuk! but then again, I seriously wonder what would happen if he is not a Chinese? would they keep him? or how would they handle the case?
...and then of course I am also thinking that it's unlucky of him getting caught, or rather to get trapped (the video was of coz shot secretly)...and we are sure that there are many others out there doing this kind of thing...should I say, welcome to the adult world?...it's really funny how could they mess things up like this...I mean, these politicians have such high reputation, and are they not supposedly rationale leaders?!...and apart from themselves, all that they do affect their families...so dont they think twice before they do launch into action?...even in having pleasure? ...ahem, should really label this post as 18SX but anyway, now that the whole country knew it, doesn't matter anymore, since little primary school kids might just ask their parents what did our dear minister do exactly?
...and even if we don't talk about reputation, politics and all...why can't they stay loyal to their families? why do something like this that could so easily jeorpadize themselves and affect their families? and it is even very very wrong for any lay man on the street to betray his family with this kind of act..let alone leaders of the community? what does it mean when this kind of act takes place? ...satisfaction from home is never enough? or that any wild illegal act is always exciting? ...well, guess that's part of human nature, the lust and evil desire always get the better of them...(shucks, I must be so naive to be overwhelmed like this...)
...and with him getting sacked it would certainly affect the political party somehow, as he has a big port folio in the cabinet...and I wonder how would the next person perform? not to mention, one chinese less in the cabinet...
...anyway...this is a good example to show the fact that...humans are prone to wrong-doings...and public figures are unfortunately the target of those keen on catching them doing these acts...and I guess certain conducts, once done, the harm remains...you could never reverse things...and the harm probably affects your loved ones as well...I really pity his wife and children...
hmm...I hope I wont get into trouble for a post like this..talk about freedom of speech, I wonder to what extent it exists in Malaysia?

Such a cute and romantic clip ^ ^..in this real world today!!

This is a clip of Sze Ling's brother's friend...(the guy's purely malaysian chinese? but doesn't look chinese at all!!!)
...haha, Sze Ling's watching 恶魔在旁 （晕!) and she's so LUM by the show...:P and however the conclusion of our chat is that, still, today in this real world, you dont get people as romantic as what you saw on TV (so we are both telling ourselves just dream on:PP) ..we watch too much TV man...:P
...but then with this marriage proposal clip...it proves quite the otherwise, huh?:PP
okie, that's one in a million...rare species...hahaha...:P...enjoy this cute clip...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qXCdfIacTmw